Sometimes when your busy And we can't talk or if your sleeping cause your in a different time zone I do things to keep myself company.
Things like...
Read your blog
Look at your photos
Re-read our convo
Paruse your instagram
Look for hidden photos of you
Relisten to the voice messages you send me
I think I might be obsessed.
Maybe I'm just delusional.
I'm holding onto the belief that maybe one day you'll stay.
Maybe you will still be here with me down the road.
Maybe we will be able to shift timelines and merge our realities.
Sometimes I just dream that this time I'll be good enough to keep you.
You don't know what you mean to me.
You answered my souls call.
I've been searching for you for so long.
Sometimes I don't have enough words to explain.
Sometimes I wish you could see yourself through my eyes.
You'd fall in love with yourself too.
Tag Archives: romantic
Such a Dream
Hey baby,
I go about my day thinking of you.
Walking through a dream
Holding your hand
Smiling at you across the table
Over brunch
Taking your hand.
Running my fingers through yours, over yours, between yours.
Gently touching
Needing contact.
One day you'll be forver mine.
I walk about my day
Damp between my legs
Because I'm thinking of you.
Wanting to sit beside you through my meetings.
Wanting you to be my plus one.
Wishing it was your thigh I was squeezing in excitement today,
When I heard the news about who would be teaching my little one soon.
It was just me sitting alone.
That's okay I've got my phone
So I've got you close.
As close as it's going to get until the stars align.
Wishing I could hover my lips as close as I could to yours without touching them.
Breathing in your aura.
Needing you surrounding me.
So close our souls align.
Mesh together.
Our spirit guides conspired for us to meet.
I wonder how that conversation went in the ethers....
I wonder if we already knew before this life time that we'd come together and meet.
Doesn't matter.
All I know, is how grateful I am.
How much I long for the ability to get my hands on you.
Touching you gently.
Everywhere I can.
I never want to stop holding you.
Wrapped all up or just a hand to hold.
I'll take whatever I can.
Whatever you've got.
Good days and bad.
The whole shit storm of your past.
I need you or I'll suffocate in grief.
I'm addicted to the way you make me feel.
Like I am special, pretty, you make me feel whole again.
I think about you when I'm out and about.
When I have a spare moment I think dirty thoughts.
How I want to roll on top of you, sit on or climb on top.
Ride your cock.
Cause I just want to be close to you.
Connect with your eyes, your lips, your breath, your soul.
I really just want to let you be a man.
Give you a safe place to be.
Fill in the cracks of your heart with the crimson fluid of my love.
Let it drip and drizzle, pour out and consume any part of you that you might assume isn't enough.
I just want to help you feel whole, peaceful, serene.
Give you a reason to exhale and be seen.
If I could do all that,
Know I'd be forever your happiest
Dream girl
Xoxoxo
Morning
Hey baby,
Good morning.
I hate mornings
I never want to get up
I always have such nice dreams
I never seem to get enough sleep
I wonder what it feels like to really be rested
I always wake up aching
My bones, muscles and pussy are always aching.
I need to go back to the chiro and get my back aligned maybe that would get rid of one ache.
But my muscles will always ache because I'm always abusing their limits, pushing myself to the brink of collapse, but hey that's why I look good.
Maybe one day I'll show you, or is it better to just be a mystery in your mind?
It could be a problem of I drop the goods cause maybe you won't like the colour of my hair.
Maybe it won't be your favourite.
Maybe you prefer black or red heads or blondes.
Maybe you like cheap looking fake coloured hair, I definitely can't compete with that.
Too many girls just give away the goods so fast and they have no value behind themselves.
They forgot they have to be a prize beyond their tits and ass.
No one probably taught them how to be classy.
That's okay less competition for me.
You know I want you obsessed over me.
Did you listen to the song I posted yesterday?
Where I want you crawling on your knees Begging for me?
You know that's just metaphorical right?
Cause I'd really be the one on my knees and you know I beg you everyday for your cock.
Another day of trying to be it all And do all the things.
Can you just come over and be in my bed when I wake up?
Can you be between my knees?
Pleasing me, lick me up and make me scream?
I've never had oral sex that's been any good before, I've always gotten bored ... can you change my mind?
Do you want to know how I taste?
How much my body reacts to your touch when I'm sensitive in the morning?
You know I'm going to think about you and your touch all day long.
I have to get up in a minute but I hope you drag my ass back to bed.
Ugh I'm imagining it and I want you, I feel that ache again getting stronger.
Maybe I'll write to you tonight I've got a lot happening today.
See you soon though, I promise I'll be back for more cause I'm not going to grow tired of the loving you give me that soon.
Have a good day babe,
Think of me
Love your dream girl
Xoxo
I always think of you
My heart is lovely for you
I try to look away
To turn away
To keep away
But I can't
Even if I'm with another
I always think of you.
My love
My longing
My Yearning
My heart needs you.
It's cold and quiet
I just want you to hold
To feel your heart beat
To know I'm safe
Heart and soul
In your arms.
Wanted
Needed
Desired
Loved
Accepted
Just as I am
By you.
I wish you'd call me again.
My body longs for your sweet touch.
Nothing satisfys me more than your soul wrapped around mine.
God I miss you.
Satisfied with nothing.
Everyday that goes by
My heart just beats stronger for you.
My feelings get more intense.
My desire for you increases.
My knowing that you are the one is cemented.
You are my one.
My only.
My other half.
Now I just have to wait for you to come around.
Maybe one day I will get the chance to tell you how I feel.
Until then I'll only want you.
Until then I'll wait and wish to hear from you again. ♡
I’m tired but I need you
I'm tired
My feet are sore
I'm horney as hell
Fuck I miss you.
I wish you were here
Rub my feet
Suck my clit
Let me suck your dick.
Oh I'm being nasty tonight
Just want your hands on my hips
Hold me down
Pleasure me.
Only you will do.
Only you can make me cum like that.
In my mind I'm on my knees
Begging and pleading please
Please let me suck your cock
I'll be your good girl
If you let me.
Collar me
chain me up
Choke me
You know how I like that
Needing to be dominated
Needing to call you daddy.
Fuck I need you tonight.
Please let me dream of you at least
Doing all those nice things to me.
Like making my ass red
Like making me choke on your cock
Like making me yours.
Darling it's only you I want
Let me be your favourite flavour
My pussy is ripe for the taking
Worship her.
Whisper dirty things to me
Call me your pretty baby
Your dirty girl
Your real life porn star.
Morning
You think after last night
The pleasure we shared
That I'd be okay this morning
I woke needing you again
Desiring
Craving
Needing
Making me cum so hard
Tied to the bed
Teasing me
Pleasing me
Doing whatever you say
Yes sir
Last night we were fire
But sir I need you again this morning
I'm so tired
Fucked me till 2am
I have things to do today
6 hours of sleep
I'm going to be cranky later
That's okay
Make love to me this morning
I've got my vibrator sucking at my clit
Ass in the air
Remembering what it felt like to have your cock in me from behind
My back archig
My breasts aching to be squeezed
Will you spank me again this morning?
Will you just love me deeply instead?
Remembering our connection
The pleasure we share
How I'm your pretty baby
My ache for you never ends
How my love for you flows so deep out of me and into you
Let me flow through your veins
Flow deep into your cock
Let me make you harder
Swell for me
Push into me deeper
Punish my pussy
Make her scream
You know I need you again
In this dull morning light
Fuck me all day
All night
Make me yours
All yours
Forever
Tell me you want me too
Come on sir I want to hear it
Tell me you want me too
Early in this morning light
💋
What’s the antidote
Tell me what's the antidote
To this fever burning inside of me
My fingers and hands and forearms are cover in my juice
I'm getting it all over my phone
My love juice
It's aroma travels around the globe calling to you
Seeking out only you
Please come to me
My pussy is so so needy
I've made her so sore
Pleasuring myself for you
Yet she still yerns for more
Craving you sugar
An addict I am for you love
Needing to turn you on
Feel your need for me
I want to treat you so so good
I need to make you want no one else but me
To make your cock mine
I want to be the Queen of your kingdom
You are the one for me
My ecstasy.
I'd rather be locked in the dark
Forver alone then have anything else but you
Ever since I first found you
When the stars aligned in our lives
To bring our paths together
I have needed you
So deep is my need
My pussy screams out your name for a release only you can bring
My sweet sweet master
My coming undone
Give me what I want sugar
I'm wasting so much time
Wondering if I'm on your mind
Sugar you are my drug
An addict for your love
I'll give you anything you want
Just for a little taste of your arms around mine
Don't say no
I'm ready
So so ready
My pussy is begging
Please sugar
Make me cum
Forest Goddess
Heads up this is a 18+ erotic short story for adults only. Enjoy 😉
Taking your hand I lead you off the path, you raise your eyebrows at me but I just smile a secret devilish grin without saying a word. We walk together off the path further into the forest where it goes darker and the shrubs grow thicker. Away from others praying eyes and ears. Away to the fairy dimension where it is too high of a vibration for most humans to venture into. Shattering away inhibitions to another world where it is just me and you. Where I never have to look for you anymore. You are always just there with me. It was impossible to find someone like you and yet the universe brought you to me. Leading you further into yet a higher dimension, into a grove of large trees, a small circle where the moss hangs down from the branches and the ferns form a doorway. Parting the natural curtain I beckon you inside. Curling my finger like come get me boy. My eyes are on fire with passion for you. The ground is soft from the years of leaves fallen throughout endless seasons of change. The air is perfectly warm and buzzing with the energy of life. Like a siren stealing a sailors soul, my divine goddess vibration pulls you into me. I put you into a trance as I push you against the soft bark of the largest tree, its twisted trunk wraps around your shoulders like a blanket of warmth and protection. I wrap my fingers tighter in yours, lock my eyes to yours and drop to my knees in front of you. Worshipping my king in the grove of goddesses, this space I created just for you. I unlock my fingers and run my hands up both of your thighs, your mouth gasps in surprise at me. Wanting to show you how this Queen treats the one she calls her King. Wanting to show you how a real woman treats a man. I want to make you feel so, so good. My goal is to entrance you, to convince you that you are worth more than you will ever know. Wanting to show you exactly how you deserve to be treated, how I treat the lucky man I have the privilege to call mine. My eyes are not leaving yours as I run my hands up and down your thighs knowing I am going to make your ultimate fantasy come true. Wanting it to be even more perfect than you ever imagined. Wanting to take you to the edge before I even have your pants undone, I lick my lips at you. What I am willing to do … wanting to do … dreaming of doing to you … wanting to show you not only do women like me exist, but I am yours, only want to be yours… that there is nothing else I desire more than to belong to you and you to me … wanting to worship you, my masculine more than you ever knew was possible. Running my hands up under your shirt, touching your stomach, my eyes still on yours as I feel up your delicious flesh. So firm and strong under my soft fingertips. Delicately touching your skin, like soft whispering butterfly kisses on your flesh. A rush of tingles shudders through you when I find your nipples and caress them, needing to drag you further into my femininity, further into my fire. Needing a taste, my tongue joins my fingertips as I begin to lick up your stomach, across your hips. My fingers come down dragging the waistband of your pants further so I can lick up more of the flesh hidden beneath. Your fingers tangled in my long soft locks, holding on to a scrap of sanity, holding onto your fantasy. Not wanting to let me go, not wanting to release your self control. Inch by delicate inch my tongue drags across your flesh, listening to you growl at me when my teeth bite at your scrumptious flesh. My hands find their way to dropping your pants to your ankles. Leaving you vulnerable and at my mercy. Not sure who is in control anymore and who is being pleasured. It gives me so much power and pleasure to take control of your needs, your wants. To use my feminine power to make your dreams come true and blow your mind while my tongue licks up your balls. Taking each one into my mouth and sucking them until you are gasping with your head thrown back. I am beginning to soak my lace panties wanting no one else but you. No one else is capable of satisfying me like you do, of making my toes curl with the sounds coming out of your lips. Making magic with my tongue as I dance it up and down your hard cock. Wrapping it around in circles over the head of you, sucking gently for now on your tip. Making magic with my mouth as I pleasure you to depths you have never been taken to before. Scraping my teeth over the girth of you before I take you fully into my mouth. The sun dripping through the leaves of the trees dancing its golden crystal rays over your beautiful skin as I pleasure you. Nothing delights me more than hearing your groans, your moans and your pleading words as I relentlessly suck on the very sensitive tip of your cock. Wondering if I can make stars dance behind your closed eyelids, I suck harder. Your fingers digging deeper into my scalp, edging me on or begging me to stop. Needing more of you in me, I swallow you whole, choking myself on your length. Letting you take control of me and fuck my mouth. I am absolutely dripping for you. Waiting so patiently for your touch, loving the aching of my clit as I treat you so good. Gasping quick breaths as you allow and consuming you further, tears drip down out of my eyes mirroring the liquid you are making drip down my thighs. Needing your release, needing my own. One of my hands drops down between my legs, pleasuring a release of my own. Bringing my sweet love juice up and coating your balls, behind them and beyond. I touch you in places you have never been touched before. Massaging your deep recess and bringing you into a fit of spasms. Throw your head back and release your seed into me, my king. Let me taste your desire and swallow you whole as you cum into me. Let me suck you as your erection subdues. Let me take you past the point of no return and beyond into the valley of kings. Let me make you drop to your knees in exhaustion and roll with me on the forest floor. Let me wrap around you and hold you until you stop shaking. Let me take your soul to another level. Upgrade you further into a rainbow abyss of eternity. Holding you forever, wrapped up in my love. A love so deep it heals the cosmos until only good and love exist in the world. Bringing a new dawn of peace to us and our life as humans. Bring you bliss and eternity on earth. I need to take you there. Needing to love you into the abyss of forever. Let me take you there my beautiful king. Let me show you what it is like to be desired. To be loved. To be needed. Prove to me that a love like this exists. Make my heart burst beyond reason, know that I need to wrap myself around your sweet soul. Keep my delicate femininity safe. Let her shine, let her out and she will bring you pleasure you have never experienced before. I need your sweet soul, your masculine touch. I need you to wrap me up and love me until the world stops spinning and the stars explode into supernovas. I need to feel the depths of pleasure where I have never dared to venture before. I need to treat you so well, my soul demands it of me. Please let me love you.
Fight Night – Part 2
Heads up this is an adults only 18+ short story. You can read part 1 here before you begin if you so choose: https://divinitybrownwood.home.blog/2022/06/07/fight-night/
My hand in yours you lead me out into the dark night. Over to your car you take me, drop my hand and push me against the cold hard metal frame. Your hands on my hips, holding me so tightly, possessively with your lips on my neck, whispering delicious dangerous words to me. Pushing me too far, until what little control I have left snaps and my hands come up and my fingers dig into the flesh of your skull. Holding you to me, shivering under your strong frame. Your tongue flicks out tasting my flesh and you growl at me as I push my hips forward onto you, needing to feel how hard you are for me.
“I am taking you home right now and you are mine all night,” you demand.
My eyes meet yours and I shiver again under your gaze. I pull your face down to mine and kiss you gently on your lips before I whisper back “I am yours, take me.”
You open my door and help me inside. I can see the muscles in your jaw are tight, showing me you barely have any control over your lustful needs right now. I shiver again as you close my door.
You drive holding my hand, our fingers entwined. As if you are afraid that if you break contact with me I will get away from you. Except I do not want to go anywhere other than wherever it is you take me. We end up at my house, which slightly surprises me but then I remember that it’s empty and safe in there for us to take care of these deep seeded primal needs of ours.
You come around and open the door for me, taking my hand again. Your pace is quick and deliberate as you lead me to the front door. Under the cover of the porch you push me forward in front of you, wrapping your fingers around my neck and whispering in a dangerous tone, “open the door.”
I fumble with my keys and the lock and you just hold me like this, tightly to you with your hard cock pushing into my back, your fingers on my neck. I just shiver under your touch, your other hand reaching across my hips just holding me tighter to you. I have never been so aroused before. This dangerous primal situation, with anyone else I would be terrified. With you I am liberated, free to just feel and gasp and shiver under your touch. Knowing you will never hurt me and loving the deep masculine needs you are expressing. Knowing that I am the one really in control because I allow you to express yourself fully without judgement. Just reciprocation. My gentle moans allow you to uncage yourself, steadily unravel your self control. It has always been just you and me for all eternity. No matter how many lives or situations, distance or situations, we just know we will always find each other and it will always come back to this moment.
The door swings open and you slam it behind us, locking it. You know I love your eye for the small details, how you just do little things that make my heart feel safe and able to soar. My femininity is wrapping around you in the dark room. Alone … finally … safely alone with you.
You push me over the side of the couch letting your body fall with me, catching yourself before you crush me. I whimper as your hand moves over the curve of my ass, my hips my waist just feeling me up. You move your hand away and I bite the pillow I am laying on, knowing what is coming. Your hand comes down and smacks my ass, a muffled sound of shock leaves my lips, urging you on. Rubbing where you just smacked me, it is as if your hands are whispering “did you like that … Do you want some more?”
My body shivers again under your touch before your hand crashes down onto me again and again. Your fingers pushing into my sex through my jeans as you pull my hair back forcing my teeth to let go of the pillow. Rubbing me and listening to me moan under your touch.
“Look at what you do to me woman,” you say into my neck as you pull me upright forcing your delicious hard cock into my back.
Moaning as your arm across my chest grabs a breast, your other hand coming down and rubbing my clit roughly through the fabric. Moaning again into the dark, your hot breath on my neck. You whisper to me how much you want me, dark delicious words you save only for my ears to hear. You know I love it when you talk dirty to me and tell me exactly what you are going to do to me.
“Yes please,” I whisper back to you as I turn my head to find your lips.
I love being in your arms, I feel so safe regardless of the danger in your voice. I want you to lose control and release the wonderful manly beast you hide deep inside of yourself. Perhaps you never have let him truly out before this exact moment. I want to feel you express all of your needs onto my body. I want to tangle up my soul with your soul. I want to hear all your primal sounds. I want to feel your muscles contract under my gentle touch. I want to feel every part of you. Heal those deep wounds with my kisses. Take all your pain and insecurities away with my love. Show you what it means to be appreciated and desired. Show you how a man should be treated. I want to let my love and adoration glide you back into flow. Flow with life, with the universe, and most of all with yourself. I want to see all the demons inside of yourself so I can help you release them all and let you be free again. Free to love and see yourself in the same light that I do. Although it may seem like our encounters are intrinsic human needs, the depth of the healing we are experiencing through them is so much more. More than the human body and mind and words can comprehend.
“Take me and don’t hold back,” I whisper to you as I press my ass back into you.
Growling at me you grab my neck and hold me in your fingertips, squeezing gently while my body spasms. You smack my ass again before you tear our clothes off and throw me over the side of the couch again. Over and over again you take your passion out on me until you can see my wetness dripping down my thighs. You bring your lips down and kiss over the red marks you placed all over my delicate skin and plunge two fingers deep into me finding that spot that makes me scream. Take me to the brink with your gentle lips and rough fingers plunging in and out of me. My body tenses and arches, right at the brink and you stop.
Under your power I beg you to keep going. Instead you silence me with your fingers in my mouth, making me taste my own arousal. I eagerly suck your fingers clean. I can feel your cock hard at my opening just teasing at me until I am a shivering pleading mess in your arms. But my satisfaction isn’t a priority right now.
You pick my body up off the couch like I weigh nothing at all and force me to my knees. Your hands tangle into my hair, pulling at my scalp as you shamelessly shove your cock into my mouth. All the way without a chance to even breathe. I choke on you and you hold me there for a moment enjoying the spasms, the sensation of my throat and my fingernails biting into your ass. Completely love drunk my teeth try to bite at you to get relief, a breath, anything!. Wishing I could clone you twice over to have you at all my openings filling me completely.
“You are so so good,” you tell me as you let me breathe for a moment.
I lick at your balls as I slide a hand down and try to pleasure myself. You see my hand try to disappear into me and yank me up to my toes again. Crushing your lips down onto mine as you pick me up. I am straddling you, wrapping my arms around your shoulders, my legs around your waist. I kiss you back, kiss your neck, lick at you, as you carry me into our cave and we tumble down onto the bed.
Unable to wait another moment you plunge yourself deep inside of me making me arch up and grab onto you. You pound into me relentlessly as I can only hold on and bite your shoulder. My nails scratch at you as stars erupt behind my eyes. I tense and you push harder into me, my tight muscles clench around your cock. My orgasum is so strong it nearly pushes you out. You are not to be defeated and push with more strength into me riding my orgasum into the depths of another dimension as I scream and hold onto you before I go limp into your chest. Your fingers dig into my hips, gasping for breath as we tumble down into bliss eyes locked on each other. My moans turn into gentle purrs as I wrap around your heart.
Transcending time and space we float together into a new dimension where our needs are fully met, satisfaction finally sought out and freedom reigns over our existence. Souls entwined in the bliss of union between divine feminine and divine masculine. Eyes locked, lips touching, breathing the same air, bodies sated and entwined, we rise together into the abyss of life and love for eternity. Nothing is able to break our bond.
Would you like it …
Would you like it if I called you daddy?
Was a brat on purpose to get your attention?
Told you when I wake up, I reach for you in the bed,
searching for your stomach to lick up,
my hands feeling for your morning wood...
Wanting to taste you,
pleasure you,
make all your dirty dreams come true.
Would you like it if I told you,
I work out everyday just to look good just for you.
That I read up on new techniques just so I can ...
pleasure you father.
Learn how to take you to the edge
and push you off and fall with you
father than you have ever fallen before.
Would you like it if I texted you
dirty things all day.
Pics of me in matching lingerie.
Make you hard all day,
make you crave me,
drive you insane.
Would you like it if I surrendered myself to you,
fully and completely.
To the point where you are the only one
I think about
The only one I want.
When I pleasure myself it is your hands
touching me,
feeling me,
inside of me.
Would you like a freak like me?
A good girl who does bad things to you?
You would never know it,
they will not ever know it.
I do not seem the type.
The quiet little girl,
That hides in the trees.
They wouldn't know that
right now my fingers smell like my cum.
That my pussy is burning for you.
That I am so wet ...
and I want to put it
all over your face.
Get on top and ride you till my legs give out.
Show you how delicious I can be
show you how much you have been craving me
needing me
denying yourself from me.
Keep trying to stay away boy,
I will find you
and have you.
I am a nasty girl,
who has got a need for you,
to spank me
force me to my knees,
pin me against the wall.
Do whatever you want to me.
You know I crave it,
need it,
want it all.
I want all of you.
I always get what I want.
You better hope that we do not run into each other again.
I do not think I will be a nice girl next time.
Put you under my spell,
fucking with a bitch with potions.
I need your devotion.
It is impossible to find someone like you.
Yet still I search,
my body craving,
my instincts leading me,
deeper into the abyss of your scent.
Not caring about the outcomes of our encounter.
I would rip my life apart a thousand times,
just to get you into my arms.
Needing you to rejuvenate yourself
on my love juice.
My natural beauty
encaptivating you
wrapping around your heart and soul
let us go on a journey together
alone and safe
together let us roam
around on Earth in this human realm.
I will get you into my life experience.
If you do not want me,
boy you better run.
I might go hunting
if I cannot get myself back under control.
It is not even the full moon right now.
Let the planets align,
craving you like a love junkie.
Getting you, riding you, striping for you, dancing for you.
Intoxicating you.
Forever in my arms.
Love drunk....
know that I want you.
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