I think about you
When I'm alone and it's quiet
Light or dark out
I think about what I want to do to you
And I imagine scenarios
I picture your chiseled body
My body craves
My pussy weaps
My teeth bite my lips
My voice moans and whimpers
What I want to give up
Just to feel the emptiness inside me filled up by you
I lay in my bed with my legs spread, pussy open just wishing you'd fill me up.
Even as I write this, my pussy clenches, my lips swollen from my teeth biting them.
My clit pulses in time to my crazy love sick yearning heart
Its ache haunting me again
It might be easier to slip away into a deep dark haunted forest where I am lost in a fog as deep as a sink hole, then to try to figure out how to ease the need in me that's never ever, ever been close to being satisfied.
Maybe I'm just a slimy over zealous bog witch doomed to be cursed forever with an aching clit and an empty pussy.
Should I tell you what goes on in my imagination?
My filthy mind goes haywire daily thinking about you.
Sometimes I feel like this blog is the only thing keeping me from going utterly insane.
Thank the (whatever god you worship) that I created this alter ego to save me from myself.
Im not sure if I'm saved or not but at least I can write these words.
At least I can be my true slutty self here cause in real life I have to you know, behave and shit.
Uggh 😒
How I really, really don't want to anymore.
So if you could just come over, the front doors open, dodge the gaurd dogs and come suck my clit and finger me at the same time, but grab the freak sheet so I can just squirt everywhere without my bed turning into an ocean so I don't have to do a ton of laundry tomorrow because it's so much work cleaning up a king sized bed and even if you grab the huge stack of towels out of the laundry room cupboard and stack them up I still will soak through then all cause I'm just a crazy cum slut, that would be great, okay thanks bye 👋 😘
But seriously, the tongue-finger(s) combo would be so relieving right now.
Or just use all my toys on me and shove your cock down my throat to keep me quiet.
Or ravage me over and over and over again ... pullllllling the orgasums out, extending them into one huge bliss session until I am floating in an orgasumic bliss bubble.
Totally enraptured in you.
Just the thought of you.
There's just a crazy wild girl over here that's craving you.
Tag Archives: desire
Foxy Lady
Today I was browsing on love honeys website
I've had my eye on a crystal glass wand for a while now
Something I don't yet have in my collection
I really want to explore circling my cervix and finding that elusive A spot.
Well in my explorations today I found something interesting...
And not just the girthy 7 inch circumference dragon inspired dildo, complete with textured scales and all.
Did you know you can buy butt plugs with furry tails?
Oh my...
I think I have a new kink.
I have a new desire to dress in a delicious all black lingerie set and have a gorgeous thick silky black tail.
God ... put me on a leash boy and take me for a walk
Just so I can feel that sleek soft tail brush the back of my thighs...
Uggh it turns me on just thinking about it.
I know what I will be asking Santa for this year 😉
The sexiest foxy lady ever.
😱
Excuse me while I go listen to Jimi Hendrix now ...
Devotion?
"...the man follows you around staring at you like you're a goddess.
...I know that look. Like his entire world was ending. No wonder the man is about to go rip apart the fabric of the universe for you."
I've seen this type of devotion in real life with a friend, to his wife.
I've read about this kind of love in books.
I listen to this in songs.
But I've experienced nothing like it.
Abuse, neglect, come in spades.
Now as I reach mid life, no longer regarded as young, I experience this as prejudice.
Fuck what I would give to a man to be the centre of his universe for even one minute. To really feel it. My heart hurts just thinking about it. I suppose that's why I still try. Maybe one day it won't be some far off pipe dream. Maybe one day I'll be the transfiguration that sets the world on fire.
Trying to sleep
I’m so stressed out
I’m drowning in a giant pile of to-dos
Can you just come here and make love to me until my brain shuts up and I can’t breathe in anything other than the peace that you bring me?
I need to sleep
My eyes are tired
But all I can think about is you
And how in my mind you make me beg for the pleasure only you can bring me.
In my mind when I’m getting myself off it’s your voice whispering in my ear, your deep voice encouraging me to keep my hips pulled back, right there like that where my womaniser hits my clit the most intensely. Your hands trace down my back, across my curves and hold my hips still while they try to grind on the mattress. Your voice telling me to keep still and take the pleasure like a good girl. You tell me to turn it up a notch, my muscles tensing in my legs, oh right there where I hover on the brink of orgasum is so intense, I love it here, being held here, you telling me to hold on, not to cum … not until you tell me. I lovvvvve it when you boss me around, take control of my pleasure hold my hips still. I turn the power up again cause you tell me too and 💥 BOOM 💥 I cum with such a ferocity my orgasum rips through my body I moan and the speed is too intense and I try to roll to get away from my toy. You hold me there, your strong hands have me trapped and I’m going to scream with the intensity of the sensations. You tell me to take it, take the pleasure like your good girl, take it till I cum again. Take it so you’ll fuck me senseless afterwards. Your power, your strength, your dominace, your masculinity, I need it so so much. Like it’s the only thing that keeps me breathing, living for the next moment you put your hands on me.
I lay in bed
I turn the light off
I lay in bed
I roll over
Reach for my phone
Look for a notification
Even when the sounds on
Just in case I missed it
I lay in bed
I roll over
My clits aching
I lay in bed
Wishing you were the silky pillow pressed against my breasts
I toss and turn and press myself against the mattress
I lay in bed
It feels like I'm dying without your touch
Something that I've never felt
Yet I feel you near
In my dreams
It's all so real
It's like your right there
With me
I lay there in my bed
I dream of nights not empty
Of being held
By strong capable arms
Rough palms caressing me
I sigh aloud
Roll on my back
Stare up at the sky
Wishing you would come here and come treat me this way
Too many questions run through my mind
Like would you eat me from behind?
It's always something I've wanted to ask
But I'm so tired now
The rest of the questions will have to wait
I'll see you in my dreams my dear
Somewhere safe and cold
So I can wrap myself up in your warm embrace
And not have to be alone
Stargazing
Hey baby,
Imagine this...
It's afternoon and we pack the car
Blankets, a swag, and a picnic
Let's head out, hit the road
I've got my road trip playlist on
Let's drive to a quiet spot
Away from the city lights
Set up and get cozy
Settle in
Watch the sky paint it's way from light to dark
Have some snacks
I cooked for us
Whipped up your favourite sweet treats
Pour some wine
Have a laugh
Snuggle in together
Look at the stars
Tell me all the stories
Of the stars in the sky
Let's watch a meteor shower
Wish on a few stars
Whisper your dreams to me
I'll pen them into my heart
Just so I can remember each one
Put the pieces in place
Make them real for you
One day you'll maybe see
What you mean to me
See yourself through my eyes
How enchanting you truly are
Until then I'll hold space
For you to grow
Into the man you truly are
But until then
Come sit with me
Rest your soul with mine
It's safe here with me
Let's just unwind
Every night I'll look up
At the stars and dream
That one day you'll be here with me
My dream guy
Until then hold on
Wait for me and know
I Love You to the moon and back
Your dream girl
Xoxo
Such a Dream
Hey baby,
I go about my day thinking of you.
Walking through a dream
Holding your hand
Smiling at you across the table
Over brunch
Taking your hand.
Running my fingers through yours, over yours, between yours.
Gently touching
Needing contact.
One day you'll be forver mine.
I walk about my day
Damp between my legs
Because I'm thinking of you.
Wanting to sit beside you through my meetings.
Wanting you to be my plus one.
Wishing it was your thigh I was squeezing in excitement today,
When I heard the news about who would be teaching my little one soon.
It was just me sitting alone.
That's okay I've got my phone
So I've got you close.
As close as it's going to get until the stars align.
Wishing I could hover my lips as close as I could to yours without touching them.
Breathing in your aura.
Needing you surrounding me.
So close our souls align.
Mesh together.
Our spirit guides conspired for us to meet.
I wonder how that conversation went in the ethers....
I wonder if we already knew before this life time that we'd come together and meet.
Doesn't matter.
All I know, is how grateful I am.
How much I long for the ability to get my hands on you.
Touching you gently.
Everywhere I can.
I never want to stop holding you.
Wrapped all up or just a hand to hold.
I'll take whatever I can.
Whatever you've got.
Good days and bad.
The whole shit storm of your past.
I need you or I'll suffocate in grief.
I'm addicted to the way you make me feel.
Like I am special, pretty, you make me feel whole again.
I think about you when I'm out and about.
When I have a spare moment I think dirty thoughts.
How I want to roll on top of you, sit on or climb on top.
Ride your cock.
Cause I just want to be close to you.
Connect with your eyes, your lips, your breath, your soul.
I really just want to let you be a man.
Give you a safe place to be.
Fill in the cracks of your heart with the crimson fluid of my love.
Let it drip and drizzle, pour out and consume any part of you that you might assume isn't enough.
I just want to help you feel whole, peaceful, serene.
Give you a reason to exhale and be seen.
If I could do all that,
Know I'd be forever your happiest
Dream girl
Xoxoxo
younger guys
Hi baby,
I am sorry I have been distracted lately.
Some young 20 year old hit up my DMs on my personal Instagram and it kind of has me confused on age.
You see, I have usually always been attracted to older men.
When I was 19 I dated a 30 year old.
When I was 24 I dated a 35 year old.
I had a baby with a man 23 years older than me.
So now I have a guy 15 years younger than me hitting me up and I don't know what to do.
How do you handle these young ones?
How old is too old and how young is too young?
I am 35 in case you are wondering.
How old are you my love?
Does age even matter anymore?
Should desire just rule out the number of years around the sun?
I just want you to want me.
Plain and simple.
Tell me you want me and desire me and that I am the most delicious thing to feast on.
Tell me I make your cock harder than any other woman ever has.
Fuck me like your starving for my pussy.
Treat me like I am a Queen.
I just want to be your woman.
Maybe not forever, maybe not just for a night.
How about a season? A year or two?
Maybe you will be the one who never tires of my taste.
Maybe your the man who can keep up with my hunger.
I need you to be the one who satisfies me.
Please fill my brain with images of you.
Hit up my phone with pics of your biceps, your abs, flex it for me.
I want to see it all.
Bench more than my weight in the gym so you can pick me up and fuck me against the wall.
Oh baby, twice today I couldn't even focus because my desire for you overruled any processing power in my brain.
Why can't I find you?
I need your hands to help me spread my ass apart and to take me from behind on the floor.
I need you to dominate me, take away all this need and leave me in a puddle of my cum.
I cannot seem to ever get enough.
Spank me, choke me, I need it rough.
I need your attention.
I need your hands on me.
I need to be the object of your desire.
Your girl.
Your obsession.
Your dream girl
xoxo
