Christmas Kink

Well it's Christmas time again
Looking at the Christmas spread
Wondering how naughty I could make it
Champagne bubbles, I've wrote about those before
Cherries....
Cherries could be fun...
In my pussy or drip the juice down your cock
I mean when I close my eyes...
I just see you and me somewhere under the mistletoe, except the mistletoe is in my hand and it's above your cock.
Yes that's a delicious scenario...
A dick like yours, aw babe, it just DESERVES to be worshipped.
please will you let me?
There's just something about an absolute rock hard, veiny, girthy cock that makes me shudder and shiver.

Dear Santa,
All I want for Christmas is an alpha male with emotional intelligence and a big ass girthy solid cock that's hard and yearning to fill up my pussy every morning.  Abs would be a bonus.  Make him strong so I can just collapse into him.
Lots of veiny muscles, biceps big enough to bite, and some nice balls that I can gently squeeze and suck on.
Make him want to please me.
Please Santa, can you make him have a cock that just fills me.
I NEED to be filled up and held there, held in delirious need.
Thanks Santa
P.S. if you want to drop by later, you know, as a token of my appreciation,  I'd drop to my knees for you. Even if Mrs Clause disapproves, or even if she doesn't, or you know, ... you could always ask her to join us. 😉

Tease & Blush

Hey baby,
it's me, how are you?

You know you really teased me earlier today.
You made me blush.
I love it when you do that.
It makes me feel young again.
Like I am desired again.
Do you know what you said?
It was that comment you made about your fingers,
you know the one?
You made me blush when you were talking about stretching them.
Oh the things I wanted to say to you about that...
But I am a lady.
And ladies do not spill the secrets in public.
Because baby I know exactly what to do to stretch your fingers.
Should I be so bad as to say it?
Would it be tragic not to tell you?
That I want them inside of me.
Reach all those spots that make me make that beautiful music for you.
MMmmmmm I want to sing
so deeply.
Moan into the side of your neck,
bite your shoulder.
We should take this up a notch,
you and I.
Oh it is so tempting.
To start a love affair,
to give you everything you want.

We'll continue this later.
I really need some sleep and it is really cold tonight.
I'm shivering as I sit on the floor with my laptop.
I just finished my workout and need to have a shower.
It's midnight and I am up too late again tonight.
I hope I dream of you tonight,
You don't know what you do to me.
Tease me some more.
See you in my dreams.

Love forever more,
your dream girl
xoxox

Hollow

It's 2:30am 
I am awake
Or more like i got woken up
By what I don't really know
The empty hollow pain in my chest
Might be a good place to start
Or the physical pain in my spine
I don't know What's going on
My period is due
And all I know is that I need you.
Are you still my man?
Cause I can't find the right words to text you
To make you answer me back
I don't know what to say
To make you understand what I need
Is it Even your problem?

Am I just on my own now?

You told me to be true to myself
Well by being silent I'm not
I need to talk
I need to text you and say
Baby I need you
I need you to know what that means
I need you to know what to do
I need you to know what I need
I need you to be my man
To wrap me up in your arms
Stroke my hair
Kiss me
Bring me flowers and chocolate
Tell me I'm beautiful
Tell me you love me
Tell me I'm yours.

But I guess I have to do this for myself
I don't know where my heart will be when you come back around
What kind of state I will be in
Because being silent isn't right and it's hurting me.
All I can do is sit with my pain
Write these words
Then try to go back to sleep
You know I have a busy day tomorrow
I'll be exhausted
Physically and mentally and emotionally
I wish you would just come take my hand
Tell me everything will be fine
That we will be okay.

But it's silent
It's cold and dark tonight
I am alone
With a hollow heart.
Where your love used to fill
Now I will try to rest
And think about the right words to text
To try to get you back
To fill my hollow heart again.

Waiting for you

Next week seems impossibly long
Laying in bed on a Monday
Trying to not squeeze my thighs together
My clit is aching
Trying to not cum
Waiting for you 
Waiting to share our pleasure
But this is absolutely torture
My breasts are heavy
Wanting to be squeezed in your hands
My nipples are tingling
Waiting for your touch
Roll my nipples between your fingers and thumb
Makes my knees weak
I squeeze my thighs again
Trying to find relief
The longing just grows stronger
I want to wait for you
But damn this need is raging
I'm not sure how to get through another few days
Listening to songs that make me think of you
Riding you, kissing you, dancing on and over you.
Baby when I get my hands on you
My nails will scratch up your flesh
Be careful or I'll draw blood
My pussy will soak you
Let's go outside
Lay down on the grass
Let me ride you
Fertilize it with our love juices
Damn I want you

What’s the antidote

Tell me what's the antidote
To this fever burning inside of me
My fingers and hands and forearms are cover in my juice
I'm getting it all over my phone
My love juice
It's aroma travels around the globe calling to you
Seeking out only you

Please come to me
My pussy is so so needy
I've made her so sore
Pleasuring myself for you
Yet she still yerns for more
Craving you sugar

An addict I am for you love
Needing to turn you on
Feel your need for me
I want to treat you so so good
I need to make you want no one else but me
To make your cock mine

I want to be the Queen of your kingdom
You are the one for me
My ecstasy.

I'd rather be locked in the dark
Forver alone then have anything else but you
Ever since I first found you
When the stars aligned in our lives
To bring our paths together
I have needed you

So deep is my need
My pussy screams out your name for a release only you can bring
My sweet sweet master
My coming undone

Give me what I want sugar
I'm wasting so much time
Wondering if I'm on your mind
Sugar you are my drug
An addict for your love

I'll give you anything you want
Just for a little taste of your arms around mine
Don't say no
I'm ready
So so ready

My pussy is begging
Please sugar
Make me cum

Black dress

Another night, another dream
It's all of you
Got dressed up and went out tonight
The dress that always hugs my curves just right
Always turning heads
When all I really want to do is to turn yours
To get a text from you
Wishing all night I could feel your hand on my ass
Giving me a reason to slip my feet into my stilettos
Talk to me daddy
Tell me what you want
Tell me you want to play
Let me drop to my knees in front of you
Yes sir let me purr
You know my pussy aches for you
I'll do everything you say
I'll be your good girl

Do you ache for me too?
Dream of me and my pussy?
Are you searching for me too?

You know I love it when we play
Because secretly I am in love with you

Text me

You know sometimes I miss you 
When I am watching chick flicks
On the couch late at night by myself
Eating tortilla chips
Drinking white wine
And herbal tea.
I check my phone too many times
Hoping you text me
Wishing you would think of me and say
"Hey, can I smack the insides of your thighs tonight?"
Yeah sometimes I just miss you.
But I stopped telling you
I hope you think of me,
Text me, xo.

Then it will be 11:11 when I check my phone again,
I Whisper your name and say I miss you baby ♡
Make a wish xo

I'd rather have you with me
sitting on the couch by the fire
stoke it up and watch the sparks fly.
Make out with me, feel up my body
like we are 16 again
passions flaring
my shirt hits the floor
touch my breasts
fuck

sometimes when I write this
my fingers freezing on the keyboard
its cold this winter,
the scene plays out in my mind
my body shutters.
To get the perfect words to match
the passion, the fire, the ...
the words flow, the scene evolves
and I battle stopping and quickly making myself cum
just to get rid of the need
so I can focus again,
sometimes I don't stop
then go have a shower when I am done,
you know I recently took up running.
Need a new channel for release,
need a new goal to achieve
since getting your love is so out of reach
so I write and now I guess I run the woods
searching for what?
writing for what?
Running for what?

Send me an angel,
dressed as a man,
make him taller than me
with a devlish grin,
sparkling eyes full of charm
old school chivalry
treat me like a lady
when we are out
come steal my heart
hold it safe in your arms
its going to be amazing to watch me transform
a beautiful broken mess
into a sexy fire goddess
waiting to feel safe enough to fly free
release me into this world
watch me darling
forever yours xo

wishing at 11:11
for my angel

Elegant Seduction

Fit for a Queen.
Dressed to seduce.
Not being a nice girl tonight.
Not being responsible anymore ...
Getting exactly what I want.

If you could undress me,
With your gaze,
You might find ...

Satin bottom bra cups,
Tightly holding me
Open - Thin Black lace above ...
Barely covering my nipples.
Silk ribbon bow between my breasts.
Mesh on the sides.
Silk straps sliding off my shoulders.

Make you wish you had me ...
I am the prize.
Making you work for it.

Travel your gaze lower ...
More lace and satin,
Adorn my Garter belt.
Hiding the top of my
Black lace thong panties.
More satin bows.
Criss crossed lace and ribbons,
Up the back, in a V shape ...
Exposing my derrière.

You might see this
through my long black lace dress.
Laced with ties ...
Up the front,
Up the side.
Frustratingly delicate,
So many eyelets,
So easy to destroy ...

Be gentle.
You don't want to disappoint me.
Desired and persude by so many ...
Don't take your chance with me lightly.

Black stockings attached with stay ups ...
Satin stay ups.
Up the front.
Up the back.
I know you love them ...
Love the feel of them by your ears.

Black stilettos.
Watch me ...
Slowly walk.
I know they are your favourite.

If you want me baby,
You have to put in some work.
Come and get me ...

You might have a thousand girls,
Throwing themselves at you daily.
But that does not worry me.
Does not threaten me.
They do not have what I have.
They are not me.
They do not have my charm.

I know what I want,
But the question is ...

Will you be man enough to give me what I deserve?