Hey baby,
I go about my day thinking of you.
Walking through a dream
Holding your hand
Smiling at you across the table
Over brunch
Taking your hand.
Running my fingers through yours, over yours, between yours.
Gently touching
Needing contact.
One day you'll be forver mine.
I walk about my day
Damp between my legs
Because I'm thinking of you.
Wanting to sit beside you through my meetings.
Wanting you to be my plus one.
Wishing it was your thigh I was squeezing in excitement today,
When I heard the news about who would be teaching my little one soon.
It was just me sitting alone.
That's okay I've got my phone
So I've got you close.
As close as it's going to get until the stars align.
Wishing I could hover my lips as close as I could to yours without touching them.
Breathing in your aura.
Needing you surrounding me.
So close our souls align.
Mesh together.
Our spirit guides conspired for us to meet.
I wonder how that conversation went in the ethers....
I wonder if we already knew before this life time that we'd come together and meet.
Doesn't matter.
All I know, is how grateful I am.
How much I long for the ability to get my hands on you.
Touching you gently.
Everywhere I can.
I never want to stop holding you.
Wrapped all up or just a hand to hold.
I'll take whatever I can.
Whatever you've got.
Good days and bad.
The whole shit storm of your past.
I need you or I'll suffocate in grief.
I'm addicted to the way you make me feel.
Like I am special, pretty, you make me feel whole again.
I think about you when I'm out and about.
When I have a spare moment I think dirty thoughts.
How I want to roll on top of you, sit on or climb on top.
Ride your cock.
Cause I just want to be close to you.
Connect with your eyes, your lips, your breath, your soul.
I really just want to let you be a man.
Give you a safe place to be.
Fill in the cracks of your heart with the crimson fluid of my love.
Let it drip and drizzle, pour out and consume any part of you that you might assume isn't enough.
I just want to help you feel whole, peaceful, serene.
Give you a reason to exhale and be seen.
If I could do all that,
Know I'd be forever your happiest
Dream girl
Xoxoxo
Tag Archives: heart
I always think of you
My heart is lovely for you
I try to look away
To turn away
To keep away
But I can't
Even if I'm with another
I always think of you.
My love
My longing
My Yearning
My heart needs you.
It's cold and quiet
I just want you to hold
To feel your heart beat
To know I'm safe
Heart and soul
In your arms.
Wanted
Needed
Desired
Loved
Accepted
Just as I am
By you.
I wish you'd call me again.
My body longs for your sweet touch.
Nothing satisfys me more than your soul wrapped around mine.
God I miss you.
Satisfied with nothing.
Everyday that goes by
My heart just beats stronger for you.
My feelings get more intense.
My desire for you increases.
My knowing that you are the one is cemented.
You are my one.
My only.
My other half.
Now I just have to wait for you to come around.
Maybe one day I will get the chance to tell you how I feel.
Until then I'll only want you.
Until then I'll wait and wish to hear from you again. ♡
Miss you
I miss you
So I'm eating cake
Chocolate cake
In bed at night.
With all the candles on
Watching sex and the city reruns.
I'm not cool or modern
So I have no idea what new shows there are on.
But I really want to talk to you
And I can’t cause your busy
And you don't want to talk to me right now.
I just want to ask
If you still want me in your life.
I try to be productive
To be responsible
I woke up early
Then I feel asleep until noon.
I am trying to help myself feel better
But I really want to know
What's going on?
Every morning I miss your lips on me.
Every night I want to be wrapped up in your arms.
But now every morning it's just me and my hands getting me off.
It's you in my imagination instead of my bed.
Now every night It's me alone with ice cream or chocolate cake.
Can't you be here so we could play?
I'd love to lick this icing off you.
It's just silent and I don't know where we stand.
I don't text you even though I am dying to.
I don't call you even though it feels like I'm suffocating in this silence.
Baby are you still my man?
I still love you
My heart beats only for you
I still crave you
My pussy seeks only for you.
So I guess I will just wait and try not to go crazy in the meantime.
I just need to hear you call me your pretty baby again.
💋
What happened?
Can you tell me where I stand?
A month ago I was your pretty baby
You couldn't get enough of me
Now I just get silence
Nothing
No words, no touch, just nothing.
What happened?
Where did I go wrong?
Loving too fiercely,
Wanting too much,
Has always been my down side.
I loved you too fiercely
It's the fire in me.
That's why no one could ever handle me.
I thought you could.
Thought you were man enough to handle my fire.
My fierce passion for you still runs strong through my veins.
But you asked me to back off.
I know that I became the source of your pain.
I'm always too much.
No man can handle me.
I thought you were enough.
But here I am alone again.
But my body still needs you.
My heart is still waiting to be filled with your love, your promises.
My soul is still waiting to be entwined with yours.
Dancing around a taste of eternity.
Perhaps in this physical plane you are still catching up.
My heart beats a rhythm out that's calling to you.
My blood runs through my veins with a taste that's craving for you.
My tongue has a thirst it can't quench until you come.
But maybe you aren't my one.
So I will search until I find a new you.
Someone man enough to handle my fire
My passion
My ferocity.
But I don't want to search again.
I don't want to find anyone else.
I just want to search out where I went wrong.
I will burn forever in search of you. My man. My world. My forfilment. My everything. Even if I have to wait until nothing exists and my soul crumbles,
so be it.
I won't settle until my match arrives. The one who can handle me. The one who can handle the fire of my soul. The passion in my veins. The neediness of my heart. The one who can make me whole again.
If that's not you, can you let me know?
So I can move onto something unknown.
I've been lonely too long to not know how this feels.
But the pain you brought in with the taste of forfilment that you took so blatantly away is too much to bear.
I need you in my life.
Need you wrapped around me again.
Need your love. Your kisses.
I need to be your pretty baby again.
My heart is breaking without you.
Please be my man again.
I don't want search again.
I am too weary.
My strength is fading.
My passion slowly dying.
Please let me know where I went wrong.
Waiting for you
Next week seems impossibly long
Laying in bed on a Monday
Trying to not squeeze my thighs together
My clit is aching
Trying to not cum
Waiting for you
Waiting to share our pleasure
But this is absolutely torture
My breasts are heavy
Wanting to be squeezed in your hands
My nipples are tingling
Waiting for your touch
Roll my nipples between your fingers and thumb
Makes my knees weak
I squeeze my thighs again
Trying to find relief
The longing just grows stronger
I want to wait for you
But damn this need is raging
I'm not sure how to get through another few days
Listening to songs that make me think of you
Riding you, kissing you, dancing on and over you.
Baby when I get my hands on you
My nails will scratch up your flesh
Be careful or I'll draw blood
My pussy will soak you
Let's go outside
Lay down on the grass
Let me ride you
Fertilize it with our love juices
Damn I want you
To my darling ❤
Thank you for holding my energy at the start, for being with me when I was sad, for working through that with me, for being so patient and caring and wonderful.
Thank you for being man enough to let me be feminine. For giving me the strength to show myself to you. For loving me and accepting me as I am.
Thank you for telling me all the time how beautiful I am. For your strength when I’m weak. For always listening and working with me through my stress.
Thank you for letting me be the real me. For letting me let my inner goddess out. For paying attention to my needs. I adore you. I love you. I desire you. I need you. I want you. All of you. My love. You are mine.
Thank you for being mine and choosing me. ❤
What’s the antidote
Tell me what's the antidote
To this fever burning inside of me
My fingers and hands and forearms are cover in my juice
I'm getting it all over my phone
My love juice
It's aroma travels around the globe calling to you
Seeking out only you
Please come to me
My pussy is so so needy
I've made her so sore
Pleasuring myself for you
Yet she still yerns for more
Craving you sugar
An addict I am for you love
Needing to turn you on
Feel your need for me
I want to treat you so so good
I need to make you want no one else but me
To make your cock mine
I want to be the Queen of your kingdom
You are the one for me
My ecstasy.
I'd rather be locked in the dark
Forver alone then have anything else but you
Ever since I first found you
When the stars aligned in our lives
To bring our paths together
I have needed you
So deep is my need
My pussy screams out your name for a release only you can bring
My sweet sweet master
My coming undone
Give me what I want sugar
I'm wasting so much time
Wondering if I'm on your mind
Sugar you are my drug
An addict for your love
I'll give you anything you want
Just for a little taste of your arms around mine
Don't say no
I'm ready
So so ready
My pussy is begging
Please sugar
Make me cum
Black dress
Another night, another dream
It's all of you
Got dressed up and went out tonight
The dress that always hugs my curves just right
Always turning heads
When all I really want to do is to turn yours
To get a text from you
Wishing all night I could feel your hand on my ass
Giving me a reason to slip my feet into my stilettos
Talk to me daddy
Tell me what you want
Tell me you want to play
Let me drop to my knees in front of you
Yes sir let me purr
You know my pussy aches for you
I'll do everything you say
I'll be your good girl
Do you ache for me too?
Dream of me and my pussy?
Are you searching for me too?
You know I love it when we play
Because secretly I am in love with you
About you
My elixir of life
You are
What my soul craves
For you
What I want to be
A freak
My pussy screams at me
For you
A drug I can't buy
A hit I can't take
A drink I can't find
This craving that comsumes me
For you
This fever burns
An unquenchable thirst
It never ends
I feel it pulsing through every one of my veins
This need
For you
You are my everything
My love
My craving
My need
My surrender
To you
Looking around
Slipping through the breeze
Setting my intentions out onto the breeze
Waiting for you
To arrive into my world
Find me
Seek me
I am dying without you
This need for your sustenance never ever fades
Drop to my knees
Let me tease
Let me please
Let me give it all
To you
Every night I dream
Every night I crave
Every night I ache
Every night I wait
For you
Your hypnosis has pulled me in
Beyond anything I've ever experienced
This ache for your kisses
I am yours head to soul
Yet I keep silent
Stuck in the shadows
Wishing I could tell you how I truly feel
Wishing you would read this
Before I drown in my fantasy
Maybe I am just caught up in a fantasy
But damn it feels so real
And this ache in my pussy never fades
There's men all around and it's just your cock I crave
My weakness is you
I always loose control
I just want to text you
Say baby please can we play
Tell me where you want me
Make my pussy purr
Please please sir
I'm already begging without ever experiencing a single touch
Damn
I have no idea what to do anymore
Silver
Crisp air purses my lips
The thrust of spring is upon me
Searching the sky
Starlit
Twinkles back at me
Winking at my silence
The darkness reaching down
To twist a knot harder into this feeling
Something is nagging inside me
Deep down, the longing is back again
The deepness of my needs
Consuming me once again.
Needing something, searching again
What is going on ...
Will this never end?
Tired of searching,
Of trying,
Of empty messages that go unread.
I stop and wait for what, I do not know.
It's just there again.
That deep seeded longing,
The needing never ends.
Unforfilled lust filled dreams
Erupt into my consciousness once again.
The years go by and where will I end up?
Staring up at the silver stars, searching, waiting, longing for relief from this.
