I think about you
When I'm alone and it's quiet
Light or dark out
I think about what I want to do to you
And I imagine scenarios
I picture your chiseled body
My body craves
My pussy weaps
My teeth bite my lips
My voice moans and whimpers
What I want to give up
Just to feel the emptiness inside me filled up by you
I lay in my bed with my legs spread, pussy open just wishing you'd fill me up.
Even as I write this, my pussy clenches, my lips swollen from my teeth biting them.
My clit pulses in time to my crazy love sick yearning heart
Its ache haunting me again
It might be easier to slip away into a deep dark haunted forest where I am lost in a fog as deep as a sink hole, then to try to figure out how to ease the need in me that's never ever, ever been close to being satisfied.
Maybe I'm just a slimy over zealous bog witch doomed to be cursed forever with an aching clit and an empty pussy.
Should I tell you what goes on in my imagination?
My filthy mind goes haywire daily thinking about you.
Sometimes I feel like this blog is the only thing keeping me from going utterly insane.
Thank the (whatever god you worship) that I created this alter ego to save me from myself.
Im not sure if I'm saved or not but at least I can write these words.
At least I can be my true slutty self here cause in real life I have to you know, behave and shit.
Uggh 😒
How I really, really don't want to anymore.
So if you could just come over, the front doors open, dodge the gaurd dogs and come suck my clit and finger me at the same time, but grab the freak sheet so I can just squirt everywhere without my bed turning into an ocean so I don't have to do a ton of laundry tomorrow because it's so much work cleaning up a king sized bed and even if you grab the huge stack of towels out of the laundry room cupboard and stack them up I still will soak through then all cause I'm just a crazy cum slut, that would be great, okay thanks bye 👋 😘
But seriously, the tongue-finger(s) combo would be so relieving right now.
Or just use all my toys on me and shove your cock down my throat to keep me quiet.
Or ravage me over and over and over again ... pullllllling the orgasums out, extending them into one huge bliss session until I am floating in an orgasumic bliss bubble.
Totally enraptured in you.
Just the thought of you.
There's just a crazy wild girl over here that's craving you.
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Devotion?
"...the man follows you around staring at you like you're a goddess.
...I know that look. Like his entire world was ending. No wonder the man is about to go rip apart the fabric of the universe for you."
I've seen this type of devotion in real life with a friend, to his wife.
I've read about this kind of love in books.
I listen to this in songs.
But I've experienced nothing like it.
Abuse, neglect, come in spades.
Now as I reach mid life, no longer regarded as young, I experience this as prejudice.
Fuck what I would give to a man to be the centre of his universe for even one minute. To really feel it. My heart hurts just thinking about it. I suppose that's why I still try. Maybe one day it won't be some far off pipe dream. Maybe one day I'll be the transfiguration that sets the world on fire.
Morning
Hey baby,
Good morning.
I hate mornings
I never want to get up
I always have such nice dreams
I never seem to get enough sleep
I wonder what it feels like to really be rested
I always wake up aching
My bones, muscles and pussy are always aching.
I need to go back to the chiro and get my back aligned maybe that would get rid of one ache.
But my muscles will always ache because I'm always abusing their limits, pushing myself to the brink of collapse, but hey that's why I look good.
Maybe one day I'll show you, or is it better to just be a mystery in your mind?
It could be a problem of I drop the goods cause maybe you won't like the colour of my hair.
Maybe it won't be your favourite.
Maybe you prefer black or red heads or blondes.
Maybe you like cheap looking fake coloured hair, I definitely can't compete with that.
Too many girls just give away the goods so fast and they have no value behind themselves.
They forgot they have to be a prize beyond their tits and ass.
No one probably taught them how to be classy.
That's okay less competition for me.
You know I want you obsessed over me.
Did you listen to the song I posted yesterday?
Where I want you crawling on your knees Begging for me?
You know that's just metaphorical right?
Cause I'd really be the one on my knees and you know I beg you everyday for your cock.
Another day of trying to be it all And do all the things.
Can you just come over and be in my bed when I wake up?
Can you be between my knees?
Pleasing me, lick me up and make me scream?
I've never had oral sex that's been any good before, I've always gotten bored ... can you change my mind?
Do you want to know how I taste?
How much my body reacts to your touch when I'm sensitive in the morning?
You know I'm going to think about you and your touch all day long.
I have to get up in a minute but I hope you drag my ass back to bed.
Ugh I'm imagining it and I want you, I feel that ache again getting stronger.
Maybe I'll write to you tonight I've got a lot happening today.
See you soon though, I promise I'll be back for more cause I'm not going to grow tired of the loving you give me that soon.
Have a good day babe,
Think of me
Love your dream girl
Xoxo
Blur
Hi baby,
These days seem to blur into each other.
I sleep, I cook, I nap, I drive, this activity I go to for my little one, cook some more, sweep the floor, fix this thing, solve that problem.
The juicer breaks, my dog needs a new leash so he doesn't get lost in the forest again, I've got too many roosters running around the coop harassing my hens.
Some days my body is so tired and achy but I've never been so strong and fit in my life.
My big dog, his name is Bear, he has these giant paws that looks like he has Bear claws. He is a big 50kg boy and I can hold him back when he's launching himself at the odd car that drives by when we are out for a walk.
You know you've got a big dog when everything you have to buy is the biggest in the shop. The biggest bed, the biggest choke chain, the biggest retractable leash, the biggest coat ... XXL ... you get the picture.
The universe unexpectedly brought him into my life when my next door neighbour died and he needed a home. I had the land, and the time, and space, and funds to have him ... and the patience to train him. So he's mine and I love him.
Ive never felt so safe before with this big boy in my house and by my side.
I suppose it's like a replacement for you darling.
Or maybe just a temporary crutch.
There's only so much a dog can give you and he doesn't keep me warm at night.
I thought maybe you'd like to see Bear cause I keep writing about him.
Do you love him too?
Miss you and everyday I ache for you.
Some mornings I wake up with my fingers inside of me.
I'm devouring books lately.
Searching for something to fill this need I have inside of me.
A need I know only can be filled by you.
Speak to you soon,
Dream about me tonight ...
Love your dream girl
Xoxo
I Ache
Hey baby,
you always catch me in bed at night.
I've been reading my saucy little novels, waiting for you to get home and get into bed with me.
I ache tonight.
My shoulders need your hands rubbing them.
Hear me moan and fall back into you.
My clit needs your lips around it, suck me.
Oh god that feels so relieving.
I wanted to write you this morning, I was thinking about you on my way home from doing school drop off.
How different I am than the other moms.
How I don't have a bunch of kids, just one.
How I am not carrying a baby or a toddler around like it seems everyone else is.
How I don't even want to.
How I don't have the happy family thing happening.
Like everyone else seems to at her private school.
I feel like an alien with my different cultured background,
living somewhere I will never fit into.
You see they don't know that I am secretly a sex goddess.
That I long for your cock every second of the day.
How much I want to worship my man and please him and be pleasured as well.
They don't know I have a huge lingerie stash that I just buy and have in case you come into my life for real.
They don't know I wax my pussy and that I made myself cum half a dozen times before I had to drive back to school again.
It made me somewhat less grouchy for the rest of the afternoon.
Basically until night time came around again and I'm horny once again.
But I need you in my bed tonight.
I need to know how your chest feels pressed up against my breasts.
I need to know how your arms feel around me holding me after I bask in my post orgasmic after glow.
Words are not enough to explain this immense ache I feel all the time for you.
I just ache.
And I don't know what to do about it anymore.
Come over and help me.
I'll never pretend to be a feminist.
I need a man.
Be my man for me.
Make this ache go away.
Please.
Love your aching dream girl
xoxo
Divinity Brownwood 