I'm having trouble focusing on what you are saying lately.
Sometimes ...
I get distracted by the thought
of your delicious thick cock.
I'm not sure if I should tell you that,
or apologise ...
or what.
I am just trying to not bite my lips
trying to focus
trying to not drown in lust at the sight of you.
Then in my imagination you tell me
that it's so easy to love me.
Was that real?
Is it possible in this infinite realm
of existence
that this silly, slutty Divinity
found a match?
Do you think maybe I am the
icing on your cake?
The missing piece,
The plot twist ...
The cherry on top.
I might just be the perfect match
for late night love making
and Friday afternoon dance parties.
Walks with the dogs and
then pin me against the wall.
Maybe even some body paint
and a canvas,
custom made art,
if you know what I mean. 😉
I think you might be the man I need.
Can you handle my erratic life?
Where I want to make love,
make art,
make things,
creation just pouring out of me.
I think that each time my heart was broken,
it just gave me a bigger spout
to pour all the love out of me.
Do you want a sip?
I am battling lately with not getting enough sleep
and wanting to zoom around and do stuff.
Would you like to be on my to-do list?
I swear this blog is the only thing that saves my sanity
when I am ovulating.
How do I explain what it is like to be me?
Have you ever been so consumed with lust
that you cannot think of anything else
but to find something to sate it?
Can you just come over and sneak into my bed with me?
I'll give you the door code and everything.
No need to B&E.
I never feel like I get my thoughts out right
and then I spend the next day thinking about it
and end up writing another one
and then I tell myself I will go to bed
and not stay up writing
but yet here I am again.
Like a fucking addiction
to trying to tell you what the
I don't even know.
*eye roll at myself*
Maybe I will try again tomorrow
Maybe Sabrina Carpenter says it better then I can:
"too bad your ex don't do it for you
walked in and dream came trued it for you."
god don't I wish....
wish I was your dream come true.
"I know I Mountain Dew it for you
that morning coffee brewed it for you
one touch and I brand newed it for you"
My lips can speak better on your skin
then I can speak with my fingers on these keys.
But I do know
"that if you never called for me
I would have drown in melancholy
I swore my loyalty to me, myself and I
before you lit my sky up"
Thank you Taylor Swift for those magical lines.
I better go get cleaned up
get into bed and attempt to sleep
while I drown in my lust filled body.
I guess this is just another fucked up
love letter from me
maybe your cray cray dream girl?
I think I am high off of life.
Tag Archives: romance
What I want to talk about
This is a love letter to you
you know who you are...
When I get quiet with not much to say,
I think about what I miss about you.
Not miss but more as if I long to experience.
I want to know what it's like to bring my face close to your neck,
to smell your scent.
To see what it would take to make you turn my way,
to lose control,
to make the hairs on the back of your neck stand up,
to watch goosebumps erupt on your skin.
I miss knowing what you taste like,
your natural flavour,
as I lick the side of your neck.
How does your hand fit with mine?
To be engulfed in entwined fingers,
smooth or rough palms,
the swirls of the pads of your thumbs.
Brushing my thumb along the back of your hand,
tracing the map of your veins down your arm.
Feeling the muscles of your bicep in my hand
as I hold on, as we walk along.
Experiencing what it would be like to be a lady,
branches brushed out of the way for me
while we walk our own path through the forest.
Doors opened, chairs pulled out,
safe in your arms in a crowd.
Flowers tucked behind my ear,
picked from a wondering hedge.
Your jacket draped around my shoulders when I'm cold.
Buy me flowers,
be so sweet that I've forgotten that I've been so hurt.
Feeling your chest hair across my breasts
as you hold me tightly to you.
Trace patterns on my back,
fingertips dancing along naked flesh.
How I'd give anything to be told to be a good girl and get onto my knees.
Growl at me, tell me how much I need to be ruined,
and then ruin me.
Blindfolds, whips, cuff me, make me beg.
The need to truly surrender, to be held,
to be understood, to be taken, to be safe.
Spank me until I cum, fingers, cock, toys,
I need it all.
Talk me through it all, praise me,
let me worship you for being my man.
I go out of my mind with need,
my sex drive is off the charts lately.
I always feel like I am constantly taped down,
boxed in, kept under control.
Like it would be some sort of crime to really let her out.
That wild sex goddess inside of me.
I get twitchy and impatient,
like there is something wrong inside of me.
Like I'd be judged if people knew I made myself cum 5 times yesterday.
Even while I type this, my fingers pause to try to convey the right words,
to express how I feel, and they start tapping impatiently.
As if they were waiting to scratch and tear skin,
grip sheets, or be restrained.
How do you talk about that?
How it feels like there is another person inside of you,
trying to claw its way out,
trying to get a chance to say,
"please for the love of god can you tie me up, edge me, spank me, and made me cum a dozen times, I want to cream myself all down your dick, bite you until you bruise, squirt until I am dehydrated, cum so many times I can't remember my own name and only answer your questions with little "uh huhs..."
I just want to fucking scream.
When I get quiet and don't know what to say,
I'm trying to say all this.
But how do I say in words that I miss what I haven't had?
Experiences I long to have.
How do I tell you, that's what I need?
That's what I want to talk about,
because my heart is sad lately,
but I can't.
So I'm quiet.
And talk about the weather.
I lay in bed
I turn the light off
I lay in bed
I roll over
Reach for my phone
Look for a notification
Even when the sounds on
Just in case I missed it
I lay in bed
I roll over
My clits aching
I lay in bed
Wishing you were the silky pillow pressed against my breasts
I toss and turn and press myself against the mattress
I lay in bed
It feels like I'm dying without your touch
Something that I've never felt
Yet I feel you near
In my dreams
It's all so real
It's like your right there
With me
I lay there in my bed
I dream of nights not empty
Of being held
By strong capable arms
Rough palms caressing me
I sigh aloud
Roll on my back
Stare up at the sky
Wishing you would come here and come treat me this way
Too many questions run through my mind
Like would you eat me from behind?
It's always something I've wanted to ask
But I'm so tired now
The rest of the questions will have to wait
I'll see you in my dreams my dear
Somewhere safe and cold
So I can wrap myself up in your warm embrace
And not have to be alone
Stargazing
Hey baby,
Imagine this...
It's afternoon and we pack the car
Blankets, a swag, and a picnic
Let's head out, hit the road
I've got my road trip playlist on
Let's drive to a quiet spot
Away from the city lights
Set up and get cozy
Settle in
Watch the sky paint it's way from light to dark
Have some snacks
I cooked for us
Whipped up your favourite sweet treats
Pour some wine
Have a laugh
Snuggle in together
Look at the stars
Tell me all the stories
Of the stars in the sky
Let's watch a meteor shower
Wish on a few stars
Whisper your dreams to me
I'll pen them into my heart
Just so I can remember each one
Put the pieces in place
Make them real for you
One day you'll maybe see
What you mean to me
See yourself through my eyes
How enchanting you truly are
Until then I'll hold space
For you to grow
Into the man you truly are
But until then
Come sit with me
Rest your soul with mine
It's safe here with me
Let's just unwind
Every night I'll look up
At the stars and dream
That one day you'll be here with me
My dream guy
Until then hold on
Wait for me and know
I Love You to the moon and back
Your dream girl
Xoxo
Such a Dream
Hey baby,
I go about my day thinking of you.
Walking through a dream
Holding your hand
Smiling at you across the table
Over brunch
Taking your hand.
Running my fingers through yours, over yours, between yours.
Gently touching
Needing contact.
One day you'll be forver mine.
I walk about my day
Damp between my legs
Because I'm thinking of you.
Wanting to sit beside you through my meetings.
Wanting you to be my plus one.
Wishing it was your thigh I was squeezing in excitement today,
When I heard the news about who would be teaching my little one soon.
It was just me sitting alone.
That's okay I've got my phone
So I've got you close.
As close as it's going to get until the stars align.
Wishing I could hover my lips as close as I could to yours without touching them.
Breathing in your aura.
Needing you surrounding me.
So close our souls align.
Mesh together.
Our spirit guides conspired for us to meet.
I wonder how that conversation went in the ethers....
I wonder if we already knew before this life time that we'd come together and meet.
Doesn't matter.
All I know, is how grateful I am.
How much I long for the ability to get my hands on you.
Touching you gently.
Everywhere I can.
I never want to stop holding you.
Wrapped all up or just a hand to hold.
I'll take whatever I can.
Whatever you've got.
Good days and bad.
The whole shit storm of your past.
I need you or I'll suffocate in grief.
I'm addicted to the way you make me feel.
Like I am special, pretty, you make me feel whole again.
I think about you when I'm out and about.
When I have a spare moment I think dirty thoughts.
How I want to roll on top of you, sit on or climb on top.
Ride your cock.
Cause I just want to be close to you.
Connect with your eyes, your lips, your breath, your soul.
I really just want to let you be a man.
Give you a safe place to be.
Fill in the cracks of your heart with the crimson fluid of my love.
Let it drip and drizzle, pour out and consume any part of you that you might assume isn't enough.
I just want to help you feel whole, peaceful, serene.
Give you a reason to exhale and be seen.
If I could do all that,
Know I'd be forever your happiest
Dream girl
Xoxoxo
Shameless
Hey baby,
I was thinking about you today when I was going about, doing my thing.
You know everyday life things.
I was wondering if you would like to come outside with me and watch me pick herbs from my garden for the turkey burgers I am going to make for dinner.
Would you like to come admire the seedlings popping up in my greenhouse with me? I am getting ready for my spring crop now while it's still cold. I want to get another round of veggies in before the hot summer heat hits in January.
Would you like to come check on the broody hens with me, the chicks are due to hatch any day now.
Could you build me a new brooding box for me to hatch my chicks in? I need a new coop built too for my girls. You know I don't want to have to do everything on my own. I say this as I gather up another armload of firewood to bring inside. It's cold tonight and this big brick house feels like an ice box if I don't get it warmed up.
Would you like a cup of tea and sit with me while I peel the potatoes for dinner?
In the kitchen while you are sitting at the table I'd love to run my finger tips down your cheek and tangle into your beard. Grabbing your chin and making you look deep into my eyes.
Can you see them swirling with passion for you today?
Bringing my lips down gently onto yours, kissing your bottom lip with both of mine while I tangle my fingers into your hair. My tongue licking along your top lip while I bring my body closer to yours. Crushing my breasts into your chest while I slowly grind myself onto your cock.
Let me feel it grow harder in your pants while I control our kiss.
Put your hands on me, on my hips, feel up my curves, grab my ass and pull me harder onto you. Make me moan onto your lips.
Pick me up and take me into the bedroom. I'll lick up your neck and ear while you walk. Biting the side of your neck before you drop me onto my back.
I jump up and move around, I push you until you are sitting down. Touch me more, undue my jeans and feel the lace on my panties.
Tease me until I need to ride your hand.
Shivers run up my spine as you trap me in my jeans while you touch my lips. Listen to my whimpers and moans.
"Shhh" you tell me.
I feel trapped with my jeans pushed down to my knees. I want them off. I want to be free to ride your fingers. But I love being at your mercy. Make me sore. Make me squirt. Tell me not to cum yet as you grab the towel before I make a massive mess.
You know I am a messy messy girl.
Take my pants off for round two.
Touch my breasts, suck my nipples, pinch me, grab me.
Make me go wild.
Then please me some more.
Touch me so gently and softly until I beg you for more.
Until I shamelessly pull your head down to suck my clit.
How you make me feel when you lick me is exquisite.
I am pulling on your hair while I grind my hips up into your mouth. Begging you to fuck me harder and faster with your fingers.
I can feel heaven descending down into me. Heaven is the place you take me while I've got my hips wrapped around your head. My finger nails scratching up your back. My mouth biting a pillow to keep from screaming out your name. My hips moving faster urging you to stretch me out further. Put another finger into me.
Take me there to greater heights.
I am shameless in my search for satisfaction.
Will it ever come when I cum?
I need more now.
I rest for a moment before I pounce on you.
It's your cock I want to ride now.
Please I quietly beg of you as a shudder moves through my body once again.
You and your love is my drug.
I wonder if it would ever be possible to overdose on you.
You take me to the highest heights because I know you are man enough to hold me. Then keep me safe there. That I can let go because you've got me.
That's all I ever will want and need.
And because of you,
I am forever your shameless dream girl
xoxo
Crave
Hey baby,
why is it always at night
when the day is over
that I lose my mind with need.
My clit starts aching and
I squeeze my thighs together tighter
to trap her and
turn myself
into a needy mess.
I charged up all my toys today
but it does not seem to satisfy.
I don't want just another rushed orgasum
something to take the ache away.
I want passion, attention.
I want you to touch me slowly
agonizingly slow
make me shiver and moan and ache
so so much.
I am going crazy with need tonight.
I need you to pull my hair
call me a good girl
moan in my ear when you enter me
tell me how good I feel.
I need it all from you.
Make this ache go away.
Make me remember what it's like to be a woman.
Fuck me so good I don't know what my name is anymore.
I have to go attempt to sleep with this need raging around inside of me.
Talk to you soon,
love your dream girl
xoxo
Tease & Blush
Hey baby,
it's me, how are you?
You know you really teased me earlier today.
You made me blush.
I love it when you do that.
It makes me feel young again.
Like I am desired again.
Do you know what you said?
It was that comment you made about your fingers,
you know the one?
You made me blush when you were talking about stretching them.
Oh the things I wanted to say to you about that...
But I am a lady.
And ladies do not spill the secrets in public.
Because baby I know exactly what to do to stretch your fingers.
Should I be so bad as to say it?
Would it be tragic not to tell you?
That I want them inside of me.
Reach all those spots that make me make that beautiful music for you.
MMmmmmm I want to sing
so deeply.
Moan into the side of your neck,
bite your shoulder.
We should take this up a notch,
you and I.
Oh it is so tempting.
To start a love affair,
to give you everything you want.
We'll continue this later.
I really need some sleep and it is really cold tonight.
I'm shivering as I sit on the floor with my laptop.
I just finished my workout and need to have a shower.
It's midnight and I am up too late again tonight.
I hope I dream of you tonight,
You don't know what you do to me.
Tease me some more.
See you in my dreams.
Love forever more,
your dream girl
xoxox
In the Flesh
Hey baby,
I was in the shower tonight thinking about you.
These evenings after my day is done and I am absolutely shattered, when my body is sore from my post workout and my busy day, these are the times I look forward to the most.
When I get to say hey to you.
When I was in the shower I was wondering what it would be like to meet you in the flesh.
What would you say?
How would you greet me?
How would you get my attention?
How would I catch your eye?
Would it be the way I walk?
The way I catch your eye and my shy smile?
Would it be okay if I catcalled you?
Something like ... "hey boy I like your hands, you look like you could give a good massage with hands like those".
Ah babe, my heart aches for you tonight.
I just sat quiet for a moment listening to my body.
My heart it feels so so deeply.
I just crave you.
Your touch, the way you fill me up.
Can you seduce me tonight?
I'll keep my eyes on yours,
let me just get lost in the depths of you.
Could you tell me everything you feel,
tell me everything you need.
Do you feel so so deeply too?
Do you need me like I need you too?
What does your heart need?
Would you be man enough to feel and tell me what you need?
Be soft with me tonight.
You know I just want to be wanted by you.
I wish you would tell me how much you want me.
Sometimes a girl, just needs attention.
I want to connect with you on such a deep level that we can entwine together, body, mind and soul.
Let the beat of the music unleash the tempo of the ride.
While you tangle all ten of your fingers in my hair.
Feel the silky strands of my long loose curls.
Get your hands full of me,
while you lock your lips onto mine.
Kiss me with all the passion of your soul.
Lead the kiss, tell me with your tongue how much you desire me.
Show me with your lips your unrelenting passion for me.
Taste me with your teeth until my knees go weak and you have to pin me to the wall with your strong frame.
I need you to kiss me with all the passion you possess.
Give me everything you have.
Swallow my moans and steal my breath.
Unravel my inhibitions when you come up for air and stare into my lust filled eyes.
I want to lick along your bottom lip and nip at you with my teeth until I hear you groan.
My fingers exploring the contours of your face.
Teasing at the strands of your hair at the nape of your neck.
My nails tracing down the back of your neck.
I want to bite you and leave a mark, claiming you as mine.
Ah babe, I want to make love to you.
Lay on top of your chest and ride you slowly,
until I forget about everything in this world except for your name.
Please don't stop until you make me scream it.
Oh god, I am going to dream of you all night tonight.
Make it good baby.
Fuck me so good all I think about is getting back on your dick.
I know I am such a dirty, needy lady.
I hope you come back for some more.
I want you addicted to me.
Tell me what you want baby,
I'd love to deliver for you.
See you soon sexy,
love your dream girl
xoxoxo
Post Workout
Hi Baby,
It's me again.
Tonight you have me on the floor with my laptop,
in my panties and sweater,
tired and stretching from my post ab workout.
I need something to listen to while I write to you,
what should it be tonight?
I have something to tell you,
it's almost my birthday.
What do you think about that?
You know what I want?
I might be too old for presents ...
can I have a date with you?
Take me out, let me give you eyes over a glass of red wine.
Eyes that say 'take me home and fuck me'.
It's been about 10 years since I was taken out on a date.
Like a real date, not just friends out for dinner.
One where I look at you across the table and I get butterflies,
where you open the door for me,
pull out the chair for me,
where I feel your eyes on me,
devouring me.
Does that happen anymore in real life?
Do you desire me the way I desire you?
Do you think of me when your pleasuring yourself ...
just like I do?
Would you bring me roses?
Light candles and undress me slowly.
Would you kiss every inch of skin you expose?
Turn me into a hot mess, delusional,
lost in the passion.
These past few days I wondered if I should just try to forget about you.
It seems impossible to love a woman like me.
I need so much.
The needs I have, could you fill them?
Are you man enough to hold me until I drop all my guards and let me be feminine again?
For my birthday can I be your woman?
Talk to you soon babe,
love your dream girl
xoxo
Divinity Brownwood 