I turn the light off
I lay in bed
I roll over
Reach for my phone
Look for a notification
Even when the sounds on
Just in case I missed it
I lay in bed
I roll over
My clits aching
I lay in bed
Wishing you were the silky pillow pressed against my breasts
I toss and turn and press myself against the mattress
I lay in bed
It feels like I'm dying without your touch
Something that I've never felt
Yet I feel you near
In my dreams
It's all so real
It's like your right there
With me
I lay there in my bed
I dream of nights not empty
Of being held
By strong capable arms
Rough palms caressing me
I sigh aloud
Roll on my back
Stare up at the sky
Wishing you would come here and come treat me this way
Too many questions run through my mind
Like would you eat me from behind?
It's always something I've wanted to ask
But I'm so tired now
The rest of the questions will have to wait
I'll see you in my dreams my dear
Somewhere safe and cold
So I can wrap myself up in your warm embrace
And not have to be alone
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Stargazing
Hey baby,
Imagine this...
It's afternoon and we pack the car
Blankets, a swag, and a picnic
Let's head out, hit the road
I've got my road trip playlist on
Let's drive to a quiet spot
Away from the city lights
Set up and get cozy
Settle in
Watch the sky paint it's way from light to dark
Have some snacks
I cooked for us
Whipped up your favourite sweet treats
Pour some wine
Have a laugh
Snuggle in together
Look at the stars
Tell me all the stories
Of the stars in the sky
Let's watch a meteor shower
Wish on a few stars
Whisper your dreams to me
I'll pen them into my heart
Just so I can remember each one
Put the pieces in place
Make them real for you
One day you'll maybe see
What you mean to me
See yourself through my eyes
How enchanting you truly are
Until then I'll hold space
For you to grow
Into the man you truly are
But until then
Come sit with me
Rest your soul with mine
It's safe here with me
Let's just unwind
Every night I'll look up
At the stars and dream
That one day you'll be here with me
My dream guy
Until then hold on
Wait for me and know
I Love You to the moon and back
Your dream girl
Xoxo
Such a Dream
Hey baby,
I go about my day thinking of you.
Walking through a dream
Holding your hand
Smiling at you across the table
Over brunch
Taking your hand.
Running my fingers through yours, over yours, between yours.
Gently touching
Needing contact.
One day you'll be forver mine.
I walk about my day
Damp between my legs
Because I'm thinking of you.
Wanting to sit beside you through my meetings.
Wanting you to be my plus one.
Wishing it was your thigh I was squeezing in excitement today,
When I heard the news about who would be teaching my little one soon.
It was just me sitting alone.
That's okay I've got my phone
So I've got you close.
As close as it's going to get until the stars align.
Wishing I could hover my lips as close as I could to yours without touching them.
Breathing in your aura.
Needing you surrounding me.
So close our souls align.
Mesh together.
Our spirit guides conspired for us to meet.
I wonder how that conversation went in the ethers....
I wonder if we already knew before this life time that we'd come together and meet.
Doesn't matter.
All I know, is how grateful I am.
How much I long for the ability to get my hands on you.
Touching you gently.
Everywhere I can.
I never want to stop holding you.
Wrapped all up or just a hand to hold.
I'll take whatever I can.
Whatever you've got.
Good days and bad.
The whole shit storm of your past.
I need you or I'll suffocate in grief.
I'm addicted to the way you make me feel.
Like I am special, pretty, you make me feel whole again.
I think about you when I'm out and about.
When I have a spare moment I think dirty thoughts.
How I want to roll on top of you, sit on or climb on top.
Ride your cock.
Cause I just want to be close to you.
Connect with your eyes, your lips, your breath, your soul.
I really just want to let you be a man.
Give you a safe place to be.
Fill in the cracks of your heart with the crimson fluid of my love.
Let it drip and drizzle, pour out and consume any part of you that you might assume isn't enough.
I just want to help you feel whole, peaceful, serene.
Give you a reason to exhale and be seen.
If I could do all that,
Know I'd be forever your happiest
Dream girl
Xoxoxo
You make me think that I am crazy.
Hey baby,
It was one of those days today when I was just creaming myself.
Sometimes I just can't help myself.
My body denies any form of control.
I wonder if you would know it if you were with me.
I want to talk to you again.
I want to be your favourite.
I want to be what you crave.
I want you to put your hands around my neck.
I sit here trying to behave myself.
Oh boy the things I want to do.
The things I think of doing to tease you.
I want to push you to the brink.
I want to hear you tell me that you want me.
I really try you know.
I try to behave.
But I can't.
There is too much need inside of me.
I hear my phone buzzing.
Is it you texting me tonight?
Damn I need to get some of this shewolf energy out of me.
I was tempted tonight to send you a video
me dancing
just the shadows on the wall.
My body moving, gently, slowly twisting.
Trying to wrap myself around you.
Trying to entwine myself in your brain.
Till every cell is crying out to take me.
Till I make you come see me.
Till you need me like you need oxygen.
Perhaps I am being needy again.
I've heard it so many times in the past.
I don't know anymore how to even act.
All I know is that you make me feel engulfed
in this idea of you.
Is there any meaning in any of this?
This lust filled mind of mine.
The things I want to do to you.
God damn.
I just want to feel your heart beat all up in me.
Get as close as we possibly can.
Get way too close.
Get wrapped up all in me.
Make me yours.
Get obsessed with me.
Possessive.
Maybe I am just all fucked up in my head.
Maybe I just need to go to bed.
Maybe I just need to get you out of my head.
All I know is you make my body purr.
I literally want to purr at you the minute you say hi to me.
I want to Meow at you
like the good little kitty I am.
Is that such a crime daddy?
Will you call me later?
Tell me you want to talk.
Speak to you soon.
Maybe you should just sneak over instead.
Love from
your aroused
losing her mind
dream girl
xoxo
Divinity Brownwood 