Stargazing

Hey baby,
Imagine this...
It's afternoon and we pack the car
Blankets, a swag, and a picnic
Let's head out, hit the road
I've got my road trip playlist on
Let's drive to a quiet spot
Away from the city lights
Set up and get cozy
Settle in
Watch the sky paint it's way from light to dark
Have some snacks
I cooked for us
Whipped up your favourite sweet treats
Pour some wine
Have a laugh
Snuggle in together
Look at the stars
Tell me all the stories
Of the stars in the sky
Let's watch a meteor shower
Wish on a few stars
Whisper your dreams to me
I'll pen them into my heart
Just so I can remember each one
Put the pieces in place
Make them real for you
One day you'll maybe see
What you mean to me
See yourself through my eyes
How enchanting you truly are
Until then I'll hold space
For you to grow
Into the man you truly are
But until then
Come sit with me
Rest your soul with mine
It's safe here with me
Let's just unwind
Every night I'll look up
At the stars and dream
That one day you'll be here with me
My dream guy
Until then hold on
Wait for me and know
I Love You to the moon and back
Your dream girl
Xoxo

Such a Dream

Hey baby,
I go about my day thinking of you.
Walking through a dream
Holding your hand
Smiling at you across the table
Over brunch
Taking your hand.
Running my fingers through yours, over yours, between yours.
Gently touching
Needing contact.
One day you'll be forver mine.

I walk about my day
Damp between my legs
Because I'm thinking of you.
Wanting to sit beside you through my meetings.
Wanting you to be my plus one.
Wishing it was your thigh I was squeezing in excitement today,
When I heard the news about who would be teaching my little one soon.
It was just me sitting alone.
That's okay I've got my phone
So I've got you close.
As close as it's going to get until the stars align.

Wishing I could hover my lips as close as I could to yours without touching them.
Breathing in your aura.
Needing you surrounding me.
So close our souls align.
Mesh together.
Our spirit guides conspired for us to meet.
I wonder how that conversation went in the ethers....
I wonder if we already knew before this life time that we'd come together and meet.
Doesn't matter.
All I know, is how grateful I am.

How much I long for the ability to get my hands on you.
Touching you gently.
Everywhere I can.

I never want to stop holding you.
Wrapped all up or just a hand to hold.
I'll take whatever I can.
Whatever you've got.
Good days and bad.
The whole shit storm of your past.
I need you or I'll suffocate in grief.
I'm addicted to the way you make me feel.
Like I am special, pretty, you make me feel whole again.

I think about you when I'm out and about.
When I have a spare moment I think dirty thoughts.
How I want to roll on top of you, sit on or climb on top.
Ride your cock.
Cause I just want to be close to you.
Connect with your eyes, your lips, your breath, your soul.

I really just want to let you be a man.
Give you a safe place to be.
Fill in the cracks of your heart with the crimson fluid of my love.
Let it drip and drizzle, pour out and consume any part of you that you might assume isn't enough.

I just want to help you feel whole, peaceful, serene.
Give you a reason to exhale and be seen.

If I could do all that,
Know I'd be forever your happiest
Dream girl
Xoxoxo

I always think of you

My heart is lovely for you
I try to look away
To turn away
To keep away
But I can't
Even if I'm with another
I always think of you.

My love
My longing
My Yearning
My heart needs you.

It's cold and quiet
I just want you to hold
To feel your heart beat
To know I'm safe
Heart and soul
In your arms.

Wanted
Needed
Desired
Loved
Accepted
Just as I am
By you.

I wish you'd call me again.
My body longs for your sweet touch.
Nothing satisfys me more than your soul wrapped around mine.

God I miss you.
Satisfied with nothing.
Everyday that goes by
My heart just beats stronger for you.
My feelings get more intense.
My desire for you increases.
My knowing that you are the one is cemented.

You are my one.
My only.
My other half.
Now I just have to wait for you to come around.

Maybe one day I will get the chance to tell you how I feel.
Until then I'll only want you.
Until then I'll wait and wish to hear from you again. ♡

To my darling ❤

Thank you for holding my energy at the start, for being with me when I was sad, for working through that with me, for being so patient and caring and wonderful.

Thank you for being man enough to let me be feminine. For giving me the strength to show myself to you. For loving me and accepting me as I am.

Thank you for telling me all the time how beautiful I am. For your strength when I’m weak. For always listening and working with me through my stress.

Thank you for letting me be the real me. For letting me let my inner goddess out. For paying attention to my needs. I adore you. I love you. I desire you. I need you. I want you. All of you. My love. You are mine.

Thank you for being mine and choosing me. ❤

Forest Goddess

Heads up this is a 18+ erotic short story for adults only. Enjoy 😉

Taking your hand I lead you off the path, you raise your eyebrows at me but I just smile a secret devilish grin without saying a word.  We walk together off the path further into the forest where it goes darker and the shrubs grow thicker.  Away from others praying eyes and ears.  Away to the fairy dimension where it is too high of a vibration for most humans to venture into.  Shattering away inhibitions to another world where it is just me and you.  Where I never have to look for you anymore. You are always just there with me.  It was impossible to find someone like you and yet the universe brought you to me.  Leading you further into yet a higher dimension, into a grove of large trees, a small circle where the moss hangs down from the branches and the ferns form a doorway.  Parting the natural curtain I beckon you inside.  Curling my finger like come get me boy.  My eyes are on fire with passion for you.  The ground is soft from the years of leaves fallen throughout endless seasons of change.  The air is perfectly warm and buzzing with the energy of life.  Like a siren stealing a sailors soul, my divine goddess vibration pulls you into me.  I put you into a trance as I push you against the soft bark of the largest tree, its twisted trunk wraps around your shoulders like a blanket of warmth and protection.  I wrap my fingers tighter in yours, lock my eyes to yours and drop to my knees in front of you.  Worshipping my king in the grove of goddesses, this space I created just for you.  I unlock my fingers and run my hands up both of your thighs, your mouth gasps in surprise at me.  Wanting to show you how this Queen treats the one she calls her King.  Wanting to show you how a real woman treats a man.  I want to make you feel so, so good.  My goal is to entrance you, to convince you that you are worth more than you will ever know.  Wanting to show you exactly how you deserve to be treated, how I treat the lucky man I have the privilege to call mine.  My eyes are not leaving yours as I run my hands up and down your thighs knowing I am going to make your ultimate fantasy come true.  Wanting it to be even more perfect than you ever imagined.  Wanting to take you to the edge before I even have your pants undone, I lick my lips at you.  What I am willing to do … wanting to do … dreaming of doing to you … wanting to show you not only do women like me exist, but I am yours, only want to be yours… that there is nothing else I desire more than to belong to you and you to me … wanting to worship you, my masculine more than you ever knew was possible.  Running my hands up under your shirt, touching your stomach, my eyes still on yours as I feel up your delicious flesh.  So firm and strong under my soft fingertips.  Delicately touching your skin, like soft whispering butterfly kisses on your flesh.  A rush of tingles shudders through you when I find your nipples and caress them,  needing to drag you further into my femininity, further into my fire.  Needing a taste, my tongue joins my fingertips as I begin to lick up your stomach, across your hips.  My fingers come down dragging the waistband of your pants further so I can lick up more of the flesh hidden beneath.  Your fingers tangled in my long soft locks, holding on to a scrap of sanity, holding onto your fantasy.  Not wanting to let me go, not wanting to release your self control.  Inch by delicate inch my tongue drags across your flesh, listening to you growl at me when my teeth bite at your scrumptious flesh.  My hands find their way to dropping your pants to your ankles.  Leaving you vulnerable and at my mercy.  Not sure who is in control anymore and who is being pleasured.  It gives me so much power and pleasure to take control of your needs, your wants.  To use my feminine power to make your dreams come true and blow your mind while my tongue licks up your balls.  Taking each one into my mouth and sucking them until you are gasping with your head thrown back.  I am beginning to soak my lace panties wanting no one else but you.  No one else is capable of satisfying me like you do, of making my toes curl with the sounds coming out of your lips.  Making magic with my tongue as I dance it up and down your hard cock.  Wrapping it around in circles over the head of you, sucking gently for now on your tip.  Making magic with my mouth as I pleasure you to depths you have never been taken to before.  Scraping my teeth over the girth of you before I take you fully into my mouth.  The sun dripping through the leaves of the trees dancing its golden crystal rays over your beautiful skin as I pleasure you.  Nothing delights me more than hearing your groans, your moans and your pleading words as I relentlessly suck on the very sensitive tip of your cock.  Wondering if I can make stars dance behind your closed eyelids, I suck harder.  Your fingers digging deeper into my scalp, edging me on or begging me to stop.  Needing more of you in me, I swallow you whole, choking myself on your length.  Letting you take control of me and fuck my mouth.   I am absolutely dripping for you.  Waiting so patiently for your touch, loving the aching of my clit as I treat you so good.  Gasping quick breaths as you allow and consuming you further, tears drip down out of my eyes mirroring the liquid you are making drip down my thighs.  Needing your release, needing my own.  One of my hands drops down between my legs, pleasuring a release of my own.  Bringing my sweet love juice up and coating your balls, behind them and beyond.  I touch you in places you have never been touched before.  Massaging your deep recess and bringing you into a fit of spasms.  Throw your head back and release your seed into me, my king.  Let me taste your desire and swallow you whole as you cum into me.  Let me suck you as your erection subdues.  Let me take you past the point of no return and beyond into the valley of kings.  Let me make you drop to your knees in exhaustion and roll with me on the forest floor.  Let me wrap around you and hold you until you stop shaking.  Let me take your soul to another level.  Upgrade you further into a rainbow abyss of eternity.  Holding you forever, wrapped up in my love.  A love so deep it heals the cosmos until only good and love exist in the world.  Bringing a new dawn of peace to us and our life as humans.  Bring you bliss and eternity on earth.  I need to take you there.  Needing to love you into the abyss of forever.  Let me take you there my beautiful king.  Let me show you what it is like to be desired.  To be loved.  To be needed.  Prove to me that a love like this exists.  Make my heart burst beyond reason, know that I need to wrap myself around your sweet soul.  Keep my delicate femininity safe.  Let her shine, let her out and she will bring you pleasure you have never experienced before.  I need your sweet soul, your masculine touch.  I need you to wrap me up and love me until the world stops spinning and the stars explode into supernovas.  I need to feel the depths of pleasure where I have never dared to venture before.  I need to treat you so well, my soul demands it of me.  Please let me love you.

Disappear

Disappear into the dark with me
Into a deep trance
Where time does not exist
Where vibrations are the words we speak
Let us go down together

Where colours sphere together 
Dimensions cross and portals appear
Jumping into the cosmos
Flying in the stars
Darkness brings so much light
If you know where to look

Vibe with me to a new place
Somewhere we have never been before
Take me on a journey
To another time and space
Where we exist balanced as one

Put the sun in the sky
Eclipse through the night
Tangled with our divine natures
Into eternal bliss

Fairies dance round our human forms 
Showing you a new way to see
A new way to be
Come exist with me in my world
Where the veil does not exist 

Let me wrap my heart around you
This deep pull I always feel inside
Longing, needing, wanting
Polarities opposite 
Yearning for you 
My delicious man

Help me unwrap my Femininity 
I keep hidden deep inside of me 
Afraid to let it show
Let it out 
Only you can bring out these feelings 
You are so special and you do not even know
Let me help you see what you mean to me 

Come dance on the crystalline beaches 
Cast away our sorrows to the sea
Wrap us up in a warm embrace
Eternal heart expansion

Take me there and come with me
My supreme divine masculine ♡

Whispers in the Trees

There's a mist
Drifting through the air.

Sunlight streams through
Igniting shadows.

Gentle breezes
Winding around your naked torso
As you swing your ax
Drop it down.

Fierce.

So masculine.

The mist grows stronger
Dripping down your chest,
Like trailing fingertips
From a secret lover.

Watching you
From the shadows,
Lusting for you
From the hollows of the trees.

The feminine fairies
Drifting down from the trees,
Planting kisses on your spine.

Gently the breeze blows
Caressing your skin,
Damp with exertion
Tenderly
Caressing.

Taking the pain away
From your shoulders,
The tension fades
As the sunlight streams,
Down through the leaves of the trees ...
Down to your flesh
Craving you.

The leaves rustle
Always there with you ...
The feminine flow
Of the Earth.

See me everywhere,
Caressing you.

Love flowing into you
With every breath you take,
Breathe me in ...

Energising
Captivating
Entrancing
Freeing
Delicious specimen of man.

The fairies dance
Hips and lips ...
My spell is cast
Pulling you to me
Magnetic.

Dragging you into my reality
Join me in my dimension.

Let the universe guide us in
Together
So mote it be.
♡

Making Love to Me

Finger tips tracing up my arms
Crawling down and up again
Across my chest
My finger tips
Lap up my breasts
Tingles as the life force
Energy awakens from within me
Touching myself
So slowly
Admiring my sleek frame
My perfect curves
Soft supple skin
Smooth and delicate
Beauty radiates from within me
So gorgeous
My body has hosted babies
Yet I am fit
Toned muscles
Curved waist
Not perfect anymore
But I am strong
Battled too long with accepting my stripes
My told myself my body was trashed
10 years I hated me
Had a baby too young
Never got to raise him
Too much heart break
Taking back my power
Learning to love me
Make love to me
Be the lover that I need for me
No one can forfill my needs but me
I am a radiant sexy goddess
I demand the best
I reap out the reward for healing from so much pain
The reward is self love
Abundance of respect
For myself
I know what I want
My standards are high
My divine feminine light
Shines bright
A beacon for those who seek to find their own light
Radiant
Sexy
Beauty
Youthful
Love
I am expanding into the best version of me
Everyday I grow
You won't know me tomorrow
I will be down this path
Then another
Guided by my soul
Come find me in the woods
Making love to me
If you are lucky I will let you in
Into my arms
Into my heart
Where we can journey together
A tantric journey into love
Making love with our soul entwined
Meet me there in the woods
Somewhere where humans don't step foot
I will be lost in the oasis of life
Making love to myself ♡

Being

To die a thousand deaths
Is it enough?
To emerge out into
The inner world
Of peace
Of joy
Of oneness with all.

Realisation
That I live beyond the norm
Yet trapped within the confines
Of what I believe to be true for myself

I live in the trees
Amungst the olden ways
In a place where
The people don't stray
Trapped on a hill
In a state where there are no gates

Laws I choose to break
Or not follow
I walk my own path
I am alone
Rewriting social constructs
Immersed in self healing
Advancement
Craving more

Learning to detach
Be grateful
And learn how to reach
Zen
Inner peace

The separation between mind, body and spirit
The true spiritual journey
I am beginning to be calm
Less triggers me

Letting go of possessions
Makes me feel rich
The days fly by
I rest, I sit
I watch the trees
And the garden grow
Make space for the peace
Watch the bees bring life
To being with their presence

Life is calm, peaceful
When one is being
I am doing less, accomplishing more
Being
Taking flight to my new self
Unafraid any longer
Just being
Me