Siren

At first I might have cried
Put a curse on myself
Blocked off my heart.
You might have thought I was nothing
But you were a huge mistake
Opening my heart up to you
When you did nothing but tease
Promises that were empty
Opening my vulnerability.

Happiness might not bless me ever
Not in this life
Not in the next.
But determination to become something
You did ignite.

All the men better run,
For I am never going to be nice again.
Igniting siren energy,
the dark side of feminine energy
is where I now roam.
Where the evil witches live off the souls
that they conquer.

This is a much nicer energy to be in,
than the delicate, open, love.
The kind that can never be given,
never be achieved.
For there is no space in this human life
for nice and good anymore.

A curse has come upon me
and I live it with open arms.
Happier now to destroy
everything in its path.
Living in the woods I now haunt
coming out at night
to find victims to hunt.

Be happy in your pathetic world
of keeping up old Christian vows.
I will be down here in the underworld,
that is the only place I belong.

But you will never read this,
too caught up in your own misery,
you will not ever see your worth,
or what you could have had.
Too caught up in being a good boy,
to a pathetic woman who does not deserve you.

Go be happy with your fake world.
Leave me alone to rot,
in my new found hatred,
for a world I do not want to be in.
Another reason to flee,
to somewhere else I will not find peace.

Go back to sleep with the rest of the foolish humans,
for you may be awake but you will not see,
what it is that you were meant to do.
Will not listen to the signs of your destiny.
But that is the thing about human life,
you can choose and choose again.
For there is no judgement on the other end.

It would be so much easier,
if we were to only have one path.
But life on Earth is complicated and
we get to make it up as we go.
So now I choose a new path.
Where evil and darkness grace my lips.
There is no light left inside of me.
I have turned into a bad bitch.

Would you like it …

Would you like it if I called you daddy?
Was a brat on purpose to get your attention?
Told you when I wake up, I reach for you in the bed,
searching for your stomach to lick up,
my hands feeling for your morning wood...
Wanting to taste you,
pleasure you,
make all your dirty dreams come true.

Would you like it if I told you,
I work out everyday just to look good just for you.
That I read up on new techniques just so I can ...
pleasure you father.
Learn how to take you to the edge
and push you off and fall with you
father than you have ever fallen before.

Would you like it if I texted you
dirty things all day.
Pics of me in matching lingerie.
Make you hard all day,
make you crave me,
drive you insane.

Would you like it if I surrendered myself to you,
fully and completely.
To the point where you are the only one
I think about
The only one I want.
When I pleasure myself it is your hands
touching me,
feeling me,
inside of me.

Would you like a freak like me?
A good girl who does bad things to you?

You would never know it,
they will not ever know it.
I do not seem the type.
The quiet little girl,
That hides in the trees.

They wouldn't know that
right now my fingers smell like my cum.
That my pussy is burning for you.
That I am so wet ...
and I want to put it
all over your face.
Get on top and ride you till my legs give out.
Show you how delicious I can be
show you how much you have been craving me
needing me
denying yourself from me.

Keep trying to stay away boy,
I will find you
and have you.
I am a nasty girl,
who has got a need for you,
to spank me
force me to my knees,
pin me against the wall.
Do whatever you want to me.
You know I crave it,
need it,
want it all.

I want all of you.
I always get what I want.

You better hope that we do not run into each other again.
I do not think I will be a nice girl next time.
Put you under my spell,
fucking with a bitch with potions.
I need your devotion.

It is impossible to find someone like you.
Yet still I search,
my body craving,
my instincts leading me,
deeper into the abyss of your scent.
Not caring about the outcomes of our encounter.
I would rip my life apart a thousand times,
just to get you into my arms.

Needing you to rejuvenate yourself
on my love juice.
My natural beauty
encaptivating you
wrapping around your heart and soul
let us go on a journey together
alone and safe
together let us roam
around on Earth in this human realm.

I will get you into my life experience.
If you do not want me,
boy you better run.

I might go hunting
if I cannot get myself back under control.
It is not even the full moon right now.
Let the planets align,
craving you like a love junkie.

Getting you, riding you, striping for you, dancing for you.
Intoxicating you.
Forever in my arms.
Love drunk....
know that I want you.

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Strawberry Moon

Dark sky lit
A lunar sun
My heart rises in my chest
Really trying my best to
Suppress this energy

Dancing in the rain
Kissing the trees
Wishing it was your lips
Bringing out the witchy woman
Entranced by your spell
Wishing for one more chance
To show you
I could be the one

Sitting in wait
Not going to chase
Channeling this energy
Into something I will not waste
Willing myself not to break

You know I was fine
Until I got a taste
Of you
Now I am activated
Next level motivated
You thought I was good before
Now I am even better

Queendom being built
Rising up to another level
Without you
I built taller towers
Thicker walls

One day
Fate may bring you back
If my point of attraction is right
But right now
I am focusing on me

You will always be there
To make me weak in the knees
Make my heart flutter
Take my breath away
Your power over me is frightening

For now I will just dance
Under the strawberry moon
Alone in the dark

Let the universe do its thing
Maybe one day it will bring us back
To where we were

Hiding in the dark
Lusting an unbearable amount
With shivers running up and down my spine
Wishing you would kiss me one first and last time

Running forever through this meadow
Strolling through the hills
Seems the fairies in the trees
Are my only friends

Somewhere not too far
You are drifting around
In a life not designed for you
Willing you strength to see
Your own worth

I guess it will always
Be my bane
To feel so deeply
To fall so far down
Into you

But it seems you are just
Another soul just drifting through
My life experience
Where I am just the silly girl
Who fell in love with you
Broke all my rules
Fell in too deep
Now I get to flounder around
With forever, on my own

But it is all just a game right?

And somehow we are supposed
To be okay with that
Just accept that these are just
Lessons in this crazy game of life

I am not sure if I am
But I will just drift
Around some more
And maybe I will find
Somewhere to make a home

Just another full moon
Bringing out the reminders
That I am once again,
Alone.

Shewolf

I tried to pull away today
Bring my energy back in
Get away from you
Fuck I'm back again for more
I love the taste
My favourite drug
Just kiss me more
Licking up and down my tongue
Put your fingertips
All up on me and my hips
My one goal is always
To look good for you
Let's go vibe
Under the dark sky
Me and you
The full moon is rising
My femininity is blooming
You know on these days
I start to crave you
Needing to sink my nails
Deep into your flesh
Shivers right now
Up and down my spine
Deliver the goods
Baby I want you
Craving
This shewolf needs to come play
Make me howl
Purrrr
Drink in this kitty
Sexy as fuck
Be careful
You don't get bit
And have me flowing
through your veins
You will never get away
From me

Fight Night

The sky is growing darker.  Colours erupt and fade, shining their last light before they slip and fall away.  Making space for the peace of the night.  Tonight is the night you have been preparing for months.  Your dedication to your diet, training, practice, everything will be put to the test. 

I am at home, and I am preparing myself for you.  Trying to match my outfit to your passion for your craft.  I want to look so good for you.  I want to make you lose control.  My heart is beating so fast.  I am desperately trying to not touch myself.  To save it all for you.  Channelling all my anxiety into excitement and practising slow deep breaths as I zip up my knee high grey high heeled boots.  I’ve got dark skin tight jeans on.  They make my ass look so good, I know you will love it.  Be checking me out, be consuming me soon enough … I’d wear a dress but I am too worried that would be too tempting for the other guys that will be around.  There will be a lot of them and I only want you.  I have a nice black low cut top on and my breasts are pushed up.  So much cleavage …  I want to make you growl at me when you see me.  

Psyching myself up in the mirror as I put on my makeup.  I’m scared shitless to be around all those other guys. They can be dangerous. I know this from experience and there will be some that could hurt me.  I don’t like that kind of environment but I know you will be near and you will keep me safe.  I really want to watch your fight, so I battle my fears.  It’s just another opportunity to evolve and face another demon from the past.  

I put on my favourite brown leather jacket, it emphasises my curves, makes me feel safe and powerful – exactly what I need.  I grab my keys and drive to the arena.  It’s a bit of a drive so I chill as much as I can and enjoy my music.  Picking my favourite empowering songs that evoke naughty descriptive scenes and devote love to their man.  Feminine power and sex.  My two favourite things.  I really want a glass of red wine and to loosen up, but I can’t drive then and I need to get to you.  Arriving, I park and find my way to the stands,  I pick somewhere direct, where I can sit and see the ring.  I want to see you but I know you are back in the locker rooms somewhere preparing yourself.  I respect that and know that as soon as you are done with your fight, I will be the real trophy.  

I am sitting in the stands conjuring up all the elements and spirits and guides and my dragon to come and help me put a protective bubble around myself.  I can smell the testosterone in the air.  I can see the lust in their eyes.  They come up to me one after the other and I turn each one of them down.  

“I’m here to watch my man fight,” I tell them dismissively.

Eventually, I just stop answering them and put my hand up to stop them and turn them down that way.  I can feel my magic is strong, and I keep pulling it on stronger.  Guards up I watch uninterested, aimlessly playing with my nails, waiting for your turn.  Finally you come out, I see you.  You see me.  You are in the zone, I know that, I feel it.  But you point at me, I know what you want. 

‘Focus baby’, I tell you telepathically.  

You nod at me and progress with your fight. I watch you intently.  Not understanding the moves, but I’m there with you – sending you my energetic strength. Not that you need it, you’re more than good enough on your own.  But because I want to be cursing through your veins.  Arms and legs, muscle and sinew, abs and sweat.  Finally there’s a tap out.  You rise as the champion and the referee raises your hand in victory.  I cheer for you triumphantly and then you turn in my direction and come running out of the ring.  Through the crowd and over to me.  

You extend a hand and I take it.  You lead me back to the locker rooms with you.  Your arm hooked around my waist protectively, possessively.  Making it very clear to the other guys, as we walk past them, that I am yours.  You find a quiet corner and spin me around and pin my back against the wall next to some lockers.  You look at me and your eyes are wild.  Your lips come down and crush onto mine.  Hot, wet, passionate, hungry.  

You kiss me and your hands are in my hair, framing my face.  We haven’t even spoken to each other yet.  Words are unnecessary.  I’m congratulating you right now as I suck at your lips and your tongue.  Passions in tune.  It’s hot and messy and my lipstick is smeared onto your neck.  You run your hands down the sides of my body, feeling the curves of my breasts, down to my waist, down to my hips and you grab my ass with both hands.  Growling onto my lips you hook your arms under my legs and lift me up.  

You’re between my legs, I’m pinned against the wall and I can feel your cock its rock hard and pulsating for me.  Pressing into me.  God, I wish I would have worn a dress with no panties.  You would have been in me right now.  Our lust is growing into an inferno.  Someone clears their throat behind us and breaks our spell.  

Oh my gosh we cant fuck right here, that would be so bad.  It would turn into a gang bang.  Im dying with laughter and hid my face in your neck.  Kissing you gently still while you say something to whoever interrupted us.  You must know him because the exchange is friendly and I’m not even listening.  Slowly you bring me down to my feet and hold me while I steady myself.  Slightly unable to, you help me sit down on the bench. You open your locker, which was right beside the wall we were making out on and get dressed.  

“Let’s get out of here,” you say to me as you grab your bag and take my hand.  Leading me out into the night air, out into our next moment.  Into timeless eternity and beyond.