union – Divinity Brownwood

Stargazing

Hey baby,
Imagine this...
It's afternoon and we pack the car
Blankets, a swag, and a picnic
Let's head out, hit the road
I've got my road trip playlist on
Let's drive to a quiet spot 
Away from the city lights
Set up and get cozy 
Settle in 
Watch the sky paint it's way from light to dark 
Have some snacks 
I cooked for us
Whipped up your favourite sweet treats
Pour some wine 
Have a laugh
Snuggle in together
Look at the stars
Tell me all the stories
Of the stars in the sky
Let's watch a meteor shower
Wish on a few stars
Whisper your dreams to me
I'll pen them into my heart
Just so I can remember each one
Put the pieces in place 
Make them real for you
One day you'll maybe see
What you mean to me
See yourself through my eyes
How enchanting you truly are
Until then I'll hold space
For you to grow
Into the man you truly are
But until then
Come sit with me
Rest your soul with mine
It's safe here with me
Let's just unwind
Every night I'll look up
At the stars and dream
That one day you'll be here with me
My dream guy
Until then hold on
Wait for me and know 
I Love You to the moon and back
Your dream girl 
Xoxo

I always think of you

My heart is lovely for you
I try to look away 
To turn away
To keep away
But I can't
Even if I'm with another 
I always think of you.

My love
My longing
My Yearning 
My heart needs you.

It's cold and quiet 
I just want you to hold
To feel your heart beat
To know I'm safe 
Heart and soul
In your arms.

Wanted
Needed
Desired
Loved
Accepted
Just as I am
By you.

I wish you'd call me again.
My body longs for your sweet touch.
Nothing satisfys me more than your soul wrapped around mine.

God I miss you. 
Satisfied with nothing.
Everyday that goes by 
My heart just beats stronger for you.
My feelings get more intense.
My desire for you increases.
My knowing that you are the one is cemented. 

You are my one.
My only.
My other half.
Now I just have to wait for you to come around. 

Maybe one day I will get the chance to tell you how I feel.
Until then I'll only want you.
Until then I'll wait and wish to hear from you again. ♡

I’m tired but I need you

I'm tired 
My feet are sore
I'm horney as hell
Fuck I miss you.

I wish you were here
Rub my feet 
Suck my clit
Let me suck your dick.

Oh I'm being nasty tonight
Just want your hands on my hips
Hold me down
Pleasure me.

Only you will do.
Only you can make me cum like that.

In my mind I'm on my knees
Begging and pleading please
Please let me suck your cock 
I'll be your good girl
If you let me.

Collar me 
chain me up
Choke me
You know how I like that
Needing to be dominated
Needing to call you daddy.

Fuck I need you tonight.
Please let me dream of you at least
Doing all those nice things to me.
Like making my ass red
Like making me choke on your cock
Like making me yours.

Darling it's only you I want
Let me be your favourite flavour 
My pussy is ripe for the taking
Worship her.

Whisper dirty things to me
Call me your pretty baby
Your dirty girl
Your real life porn star.

Miss you

I miss you 
So I'm eating cake 
Chocolate cake
In bed at night.
With all the candles on
Watching sex and the city reruns.
I'm not cool or modern
So I have no idea what new shows there are on.

But I really want to talk to you
And I can’t cause your busy
And you don't want to talk to me right now.

I just want to ask
If you still want me in your life.

I try to be productive 
To be responsible 
I woke up early 
Then I feel asleep until noon.

I am trying to help myself feel better 
But I really want to know
What's going on?

Every morning I miss your lips on me.
Every night I want to be wrapped up in your arms.

But now every morning it's just me and my hands getting me off.
It's you in my imagination instead of my bed.

Now every night It's me alone with ice cream or chocolate cake.
Can't you be here so we could play?
I'd love to lick this icing off you.

It's just silent and I don't know where we stand.
I don't text you even though I am dying to.  
I don't call you even though it feels like I'm suffocating in this silence.

Baby are you still my man?

I still love you
My heart beats only for you
I still crave you
My pussy seeks only for you.

So I guess I will just wait and try not to go crazy in the meantime.
I just need to hear you call me your pretty baby again.
💋

What happened?

Can you tell me where I stand?
A month ago I was your pretty baby
You couldn't get enough of me
Now I just get silence
Nothing
No words, no touch, just nothing.
What happened?
Where did I go wrong?

Loving too fiercely,
Wanting too much,
Has always been my down side.
I loved you too fiercely
It's the fire in me.
That's why no one could ever handle me.
I thought you could.
Thought you were man enough to handle my fire.

My fierce passion for you still runs strong through my veins.
But you asked me to back off.
I know that I became the source of your pain.
I'm always too much.
No man can handle me.
I thought you were enough.

But here I am alone again.
But my body still needs you.
My heart is still waiting to be filled with your love, your promises.
My soul is still waiting to be entwined with yours.
Dancing around a taste of eternity.

Perhaps in this physical plane you are still catching up.
My heart beats a rhythm out that's calling to you.
My blood runs through my veins with a taste that's craving for you.
My tongue has a thirst it can't quench until you come.
But maybe you aren't my one.

So I will search until I find a new you.
Someone man enough to handle my fire
My passion
My ferocity.
But I don't want to search again.
I don't want to find anyone else.
I just want to search out where I went wrong.

I will burn forever in search of you. My man. My world. My forfilment. My everything. Even if I have to wait until nothing exists and my soul crumbles,
so be it.

I won't settle until my match arrives. The one who can handle me. The one who can handle the fire of my soul. The passion in my veins. The neediness of my heart. The one who can make me whole again.

If that's not you, can you let me know?
So I can move onto something unknown.
I've been lonely too long to not know how this feels.
But the pain you brought in with the taste of forfilment that you took so blatantly away is too much to bear.

I need you in my life.
Need you wrapped around me again.
Need your love. Your kisses.
I need to be your pretty baby again.
My heart is breaking without you.
Please be my man again.
I don't want search again.
I am too weary.
My strength is fading.
My passion slowly dying.
Please let me know where I went wrong.

How do I explain?

How do I explain to you
How I feel inside.
When we don't talk or touch
When I yern for you.
How do I tell you When I need you
How I need you
How I crave you.

How do I tell you that when it's silent between us
My heart breaks just a little bit.
Your working, your busy
I know.
Working on your empire, working for us.
But baby I need love from you everyday.
When I don't get it I lose touch with myself.
I feel like I just am drifting away.
Floating down the drain,
Seeping into the ground,
Floating off into the sky.
I don't know if I can ever be found. 

Baby I just need you to hold me
This tension I can't bear.
These tears I need to cry 
Can't fall from my eyes.
The need is still there burning inside. 

It just burns slower and softer each day.
Reignight me, make me feel something again.

I know I shouldn't need you to help me feel something again.
But part of me dies everytime we aren't together. 
I try to feel better on my own
But I crave your love.
It's the nourishment that keeps me going through this thing called life.

Without you things just aren't as bright.
Come back to me
Breathe life back into me.
Baby I still crave you, especially in the middle of the night.

I still love you
Please bring me back to life.

Morning

You think after last night
The pleasure we shared 
That I'd be okay this morning 
I woke needing you again
Desiring
Craving
Needing
Making me cum so hard 
Tied to the bed
Teasing me
Pleasing me
Doing whatever you say
Yes sir

Last night we were fire
But sir I need you again this morning 
I'm so tired
Fucked me till 2am
I have things to do today
6 hours of sleep
I'm going to be cranky later
That's okay
Make love to me this morning 

I've got my vibrator sucking at my clit
Ass in the air
Remembering what it felt like to have your cock in me from behind
My back archig
My breasts aching to be squeezed
Will you spank me again this morning?
Will you just love me deeply instead?
Remembering our connection 
The pleasure we share
How I'm your pretty baby
My ache for you never ends
How my love for you flows so deep out of me and into you
Let me flow through your veins
Flow deep into your cock
Let me make you harder
Swell for me
Push into me deeper
Punish my pussy 
Make her scream

You know I need you again
In this dull morning light 
Fuck me all day
All night
Make me yours 
All yours 
Forever
Tell me you want me too
Come on sir I want to hear it
Tell me you want me too
Early in this morning light 
💋

Waiting for you

Next week seems impossibly long
Laying in bed on a Monday
Trying to not squeeze my thighs together 
My clit is aching
Trying to not cum
Waiting for you 
Waiting to share our pleasure
But this is absolutely torture
My breasts are heavy 
Wanting to be squeezed in your hands
My nipples are tingling 
Waiting for your touch 
Roll my nipples between your fingers and thumb
Makes my knees weak
I squeeze my thighs again
Trying to find relief
The longing just grows stronger
I want to wait for you
But damn this need is raging 
I'm not sure how to get through another few days
Listening to songs that make me think of you
Riding you, kissing you, dancing on and over you.
Baby when I get my hands on you 
My nails will scratch up your flesh 
Be careful or I'll draw blood
My pussy will soak you
Let's go outside 
Lay down on the grass
Let me ride you
Fertilize it with our love juices
Damn I want you

To my darling ❤

Thank you for holding my energy at the start, for being with me when I was sad, for working through that with me, for being so patient and caring and wonderful.

Thank you for being man enough to let me be feminine. For giving me the strength to show myself to you. For loving me and accepting me as I am.

Thank you for telling me all the time how beautiful I am. For your strength when I’m weak. For always listening and working with me through my stress.

Thank you for letting me be the real me. For letting me let my inner goddess out. For paying attention to my needs. I adore you. I love you. I desire you. I need you. I want you. All of you. My love. You are mine.

Thank you for being mine and choosing me. ❤

What’s the antidote

Tell me what's the antidote
To this fever burning inside of me
My fingers and hands and forearms are cover in my juice
I'm getting it all over my phone 
My love juice
It's aroma travels around the globe calling to you
Seeking out only you

Please come to me
My pussy is so so needy
I've made her so sore 
Pleasuring myself for you
Yet she still yerns for more
Craving you sugar

An addict I am for you love
Needing to turn you on
Feel your need for me 
I want to treat you so so good
I need to make you want no one else but me
To make your cock mine

I want to be the Queen of your kingdom
You are the one for me
My ecstasy. 

I'd rather be locked in the dark
Forver alone then have anything else but you
Ever since I first found you
When the stars aligned in our lives
To bring our paths together
I have needed you

So deep is my need
My pussy screams out your name for a release only you can bring
My sweet sweet master 
My coming undone

Give me what I want sugar
I'm wasting so much time
Wondering if I'm on your mind
Sugar you are my drug
An addict for your love

I'll give you anything you want
Just for a little taste of your arms around mine
Don't say no
I'm ready 
So so ready 

My pussy is begging 
Please sugar 
Make me cum