I'm having trouble focusing on what you are saying lately.
Sometimes ...
I get distracted by the thought
of your delicious thick cock.
I'm not sure if I should tell you that,
or apologise ...
or what.
I am just trying to not bite my lips
trying to focus
trying to not drown in lust at the sight of you.
Then in my imagination you tell me
that it's so easy to love me.
Was that real?
Is it possible in this infinite realm
of existence
that this silly, slutty Divinity
found a match?
Do you think maybe I am the
icing on your cake?
The missing piece,
The plot twist ...
The cherry on top.
I might just be the perfect match
for late night love making
and Friday afternoon dance parties.
Walks with the dogs and
then pin me against the wall.
Maybe even some body paint
and a canvas,
custom made art,
if you know what I mean. ๐
I think you might be the man I need.
Can you handle my erratic life?
Where I want to make love,
make art,
make things,
creation just pouring out of me.
I think that each time my heart was broken,
it just gave me a bigger spout
to pour all the love out of me.
Do you want a sip?
I am battling lately with not getting enough sleep
and wanting to zoom around and do stuff.
Would you like to be on my to-do list?
I swear this blog is the only thing that saves my sanity
when I am ovulating.
How do I explain what it is like to be me?
Have you ever been so consumed with lust
that you cannot think of anything else
but to find something to sate it?
Can you just come over and sneak into my bed with me?
I'll give you the door code and everything.
No need to B&E.
I never feel like I get my thoughts out right
and then I spend the next day thinking about it
and end up writing another one
and then I tell myself I will go to bed
and not stay up writing
but yet here I am again.
Like a fucking addiction
to trying to tell you what the
I don't even know.
*eye roll at myself*
Maybe I will try again tomorrow
Maybe Sabrina Carpenter says it better then I can:
"too bad your ex don't do it for you
walked in and dream came trued it for you."
god don't I wish....
wish I was your dream come true.
"I know I Mountain Dew it for you
that morning coffee brewed it for you
one touch and I brand newed it for you"
My lips can speak better on your skin
then I can speak with my fingers on these keys.
But I do know
"that if you never called for me
I would have drown in melancholy
I swore my loyalty to me, myself and I
before you lit my sky up"
Thank you Taylor Swift for those magical lines.
I better go get cleaned up
get into bed and attempt to sleep
while I drown in my lust filled body.
I guess this is just another fucked up
love letter from me
maybe your cray cray dream girl?
I think I am high off of life.
Tag Archives: writing
I’m Lusting Over You Again
10 pm hits and I simultaneously want to
write, sleep and delve into the bliss filled fantasy
of my mind and ultimately orgasm and fall asleep.
The night is so peaceful,
it's cold, dark and less visually stimulating
my optic nerve gets to rest
and I just get to feel.
I'd really like to hear too ...
hear you breathing,
ragged and rough
groaning my name
as I lick up those sexy indents along your pelvis.
I crave the taste of your precum.
I want to watch you get hard in my hands
I want to stare up at you with my big dark eyes
while I swirl my tongue around the middle of your cock.
I want to run the tips of my fingers
up and down your abs
while I crawl on top of you.
Capturing your lips with mine
while I slide up and swallow you
with my soaking wet pussy.
I want to bite the side of your neck
while you fill me up.
Fingers in your hair while I slowly
lift myself up and look into your eyes
while I grind up and down your cock.
Most of the time I want to be dominated,
to have all the control taken away from me ...
but mmmmm babe ...
sometimes I don't.
Sometimes I want to get on top of you
smother you with my love
ride you until my thighs give out
so so slowly
circle on you
feeling you all around every part of my pussy
discover some new spots.
Like a road trip with no destination
just go wherever the hormones take us
put your hands above your head
let me see your biceps flex
uhhh ... so sexy
The visuals you present to me
turn me on more then imaginable
I'm losing my mind.
I have this ridiculous quest inside of me
to be so insanely deviously sexy
that I just make your caveman brain
crave me beyond anything else.
I am sure I am some sort of toxic substance.
Like when Hercules mets Meg and cannot even tell her his name,
Yea babe I want to do that to you.
Make you wave goodbye to me with a stupid grin on your face
as you stare at my ass as I walk away.
toxic? Or intoxicating?
Maybe I am just in the ivy league of seductresses?
I do seem to never have to open a door for myself when I am out.
I am often given the hand signal to go first by men,
and I don't think I have ever bought myself a drink before.
Not that I go out to bars anymore,
but even when I am out at the tavern, having dinner with friends,
someone always plops one down in front of me.
I digress from my obsession over your muscles.
Actually, I just want to make you hard with my words.
That is the point of this blog anyways,
to scoop up a man
bring him into my reality
spoil the shit out of him
smother him in love
be his heart mate
his number one girl.
Spend some time with him
so I can get comfortable enough
to drop my guard and be the real me
the hidden sex goddess
who wants to dance a strip tease
wear all my sexy lingerie for
and get on top and grind his cock
until he begs me
for something
mmmmm yea
I know it is scientifically proven that men
make up their minds about a woman within 2 minutes
of meeting her
classifying her as long term, a fling, or a friend
maybe I could be that one for you?

Music is my love language
What in the Shania Twain is happening to me this time?
I mean I was I was always seeking ...
But fuck, I didn't mean to actually go and fall in love.
You know her {love gets me every time} song?
So which was it?
The way he walked?ย
Or the sweet way he talked?
Or maybe he backed up those words with real action.
But shit, I mean I am not that small town girl anymore.
So ... let's switch it up to ...
{Tyla - Water}
Can you blow my mind?
Set off my whole body?
If I give you my time ...
Can you snatch my soul from me?
Okay that's a good one but ...
the (my) reality has been
{Saweetie - Too Many}
Too many snakes, too many
I done did too many favours, too many
That being said ...
{doja cat -Streets}
said what I can't ...
I found it hard to find someone like you ...
you are one in a million
there ain't no man like you
And to conclude, for tonight anyways
{Justine Skye - Collide}
Is this love or is it lust?
You make it hard to tell
Are you someone I can trust?
Since you know me so well
I'll do whatever you like
Got me under your spell
I know that this is love when we touch boy
You got my heart
And can't nobody make me feel like you do
Baby, it's all yours if you want me
I know you feel it
So don't keep me waiting here
{๐๐๐ (ะฏะด)}
Feels like reckless driving
fuck it
I'm still riding
and if we gonna crash
at least I'm living while I'm dying
These things I'm thinking
When you're looking in my eyes
And I can't control
The way you make me feel inside
And now you know
You got a hold on my mind
I don't wanna fight it
Don't wanna fight
What you've done to me now
I want your love on me, love on me now
Give it all to me now
Us
Once upon a time somewhere in the clouds of the creation of reality there were two souls. Yours and mine. Masculine and feminine. We were always entwined, devouring endless soul missions together. Then we came to the greatest mission of all - this current incarnation. Both of us knew the stakes, the possibilities of the odds being stacked against us. We locked eyes and said "we can do it regardless."
And then we jumped down the worm tunnel into Earth and had our first breath. Our childhoods. Then the awkwardness of growing into adults.
Both of us endured pain, trauma, heartbreak, multiple awakenings, until a blog post fluttered by our perceptions. My desire to create a blog lead by desperation to have an outlet for my heart and sexual energy. I don't remember how I learned about wordpress, don't remember how the app got on my phone. I just know that 4 years ago it ended up there somehow and I started writing. But really I have been writing stories since I was a child.
Once upon a time, I declared to the cyberworld that you were the one.
Once upon a time, I wrote a poem about your thighs.
I heard somewhere that you liked it. Maybe I dare to declare it your favourite. I wonder why, what part it is that you like.
Is it just how I described how I would like to mount one of your thighs?
Or how I want to wrap my arms around them?
I want to write you more delicious words about what I want to do to show my admiration towards you.
Because you deserve it babe.
New Year – New ….
I went celibate on making love to myself for about two weeks
Today, I broke that and oh gosh....
I wonder why I waited and wonder if I would do that (go celibate) again...
It was just soooo goooooood.
The kind of pleasure session where you can't keep your moans in, no matter how hard you try to keep quiet.
There's a full moon I can see through my window
silhouetted by trees in the forest
I have sage diffusing
multitude of pillows, I am lounging on, naked on my bed
Visiting my alter ego, here and now.
It's been a few days where I've been doubting everything,
I always get like this before I bleed but I never talk about it.
I keep everything buried inside.
This year I have one New Years Goal.
I want to explore the idea of passion and how it unlocks a woman's prosperity.
So.... naturally I did what any wild woman would do.
I bought some hemp ropes and a self tie shibari course.
I enrolled in a submissive workshop.
And then another.
But what is that was true?
What if my prosperity was tied into tying myself up?
It is like a deep seeded soul call.
I had to answer it.
I kept waiting for someone to come into my life and tie me up.
But I can't wait anymore.
I've gotta do it now.
I am waiting in absolute drool worthy anticipation to feel those ropes.
I am just aching to surrender
and to be held.
I also will do Kegels every single day
so maybe one day I can milk the cum out of some lucky guys cock.
I can already ripple by pussy muscles up and down on demand and hold them for a full minute.
I remember after I birthed my daughter I could barely move them at all.
Maybe a butterfly flutter if that.
This is such a nice feeling having that much strength, control and tone in my pussy.
But what if I could tone up my core too?
More muscle.
More money.
More self pleasure.
More boundaries.
More writing the filthy smut that sets my soul on fire.
More playing with my sex toys.
More wearing lip stick.
More wearing the lingerie.
More taking pictures of myself just for myself.
(or maybe a pic on here for you - hope you like it) ๐
Sounds like a good year.

What I want to talk about
This is a love letter to you
you know who you are...
When I get quiet with not much to say,
I think about what I miss about you.
Not miss but more as if I long to experience.
I want to know what it's like to bring my face close to your neck,
to smell your scent.
To see what it would take to make you turn my way,
to lose control,
to make the hairs on the back of your neck stand up,
to watch goosebumps erupt on your skin.
I miss knowing what you taste like,
your natural flavour,
as I lick the side of your neck.
How does your hand fit with mine?
To be engulfed in entwined fingers,
smooth or rough palms,
the swirls of the pads of your thumbs.
Brushing my thumb along the back of your hand,
tracing the map of your veins down your arm.
Feeling the muscles of your bicep in my hand
as I hold on, as we walk along.
Experiencing what it would be like to be a lady,
branches brushed out of the way for me
while we walk our own path through the forest.
Doors opened, chairs pulled out,
safe in your arms in a crowd.
Flowers tucked behind my ear,
picked from a wondering hedge.
Your jacket draped around my shoulders when I'm cold.
Buy me flowers,
be so sweet that I've forgotten that I've been so hurt.
Feeling your chest hair across my breasts
as you hold me tightly to you.
Trace patterns on my back,
fingertips dancing along naked flesh.
How I'd give anything to be told to be a good girl and get onto my knees.
Growl at me, tell me how much I need to be ruined,
and then ruin me.
Blindfolds, whips, cuff me, make me beg.
The need to truly surrender, to be held,
to be understood, to be taken, to be safe.
Spank me until I cum, fingers, cock, toys,
I need it all.
Talk me through it all, praise me,
let me worship you for being my man.
I go out of my mind with need,
my sex drive is off the charts lately.
I always feel like I am constantly taped down,
boxed in, kept under control.
Like it would be some sort of crime to really let her out.
That wild sex goddess inside of me.
I get twitchy and impatient,
like there is something wrong inside of me.
Like I'd be judged if people knew I made myself cum 5 times yesterday.
Even while I type this, my fingers pause to try to convey the right words,
to express how I feel, and they start tapping impatiently.
As if they were waiting to scratch and tear skin,
grip sheets, or be restrained.
How do you talk about that?
How it feels like there is another person inside of you,
trying to claw its way out,
trying to get a chance to say,
"please for the love of god can you tie me up, edge me, spank me, and made me cum a dozen times, I want to cream myself all down your dick, bite you until you bruise, squirt until I am dehydrated, cum so many times I can't remember my own name and only answer your questions with little "uh huhs..."
I just want to fucking scream.
When I get quiet and don't know what to say,
I'm trying to say all this.
But how do I say in words that I miss what I haven't had?
Experiences I long to have.
How do I tell you, that's what I need?
That's what I want to talk about,
because my heart is sad lately,
but I can't.
So I'm quiet.
And talk about the weather.
lascivious
adjective: lascivious
- feeling or revealing an overt sexual interest or desire.
“he gave her a lascivious wink”
A quick note from Miss Divinity before the story:
This next story is hands down my ultimate fantasy. It’s based on two men I know, but it’s entirely fictional. Something I dream about regularly. As always I try to cram as much dirty detail as I can into the limitations of the English language. Lascivious is my new favourite word I’ve discovered and it describes this fantasy of mine perfectly. Enjoy and let me know what you think. ๐ โค
I wrung my hands in my lap in anticipation. He reached over and placed his hand on my thigh, giving it a little squeeze. “Hey, it’s going to be okay, we don’t have to do this if it’s making you feel too unsettled. It can just be the two of us if you prefer.”
I loved that about him. He would make my ultimate erotic dream come true or he’d stand at the door, protect me, and tell the other guy to get lost. All I had to do was say the word. He’d make it happen. That’s why he was my number one man and always would be.
Our trek up North was purely because I wanted to see the ancient ruins, trek the paths that lead to my ancestors and tap into the energies of the magical mystic land that was Scotland. I’ve been here before, in a past life, I could feel the energy of the land coursing through my veins as I watched the green hill sides pass by through the window.
I knew I had to make a choice and I had to make it today. I had to finalise plans for a guest to join us tomorrow night or I had to cancel. To make my biggest fantasy real was one thing, but what would it do to our relationship? How would he take it when it happened it real life? We had talked about it and I knew he was okay with what we were going to do but … I loved what we had more. I didn’t want to screw it up just for a few extra orgasms. No matter how intense I knew they would be. I shivered in anticipation and caught a smirk on his lips. He knew exactly what I was thinking about.
It was late afternoon when we arrived at the cabin we had rented. It was quaint and secluded. Perfect. There was no one around except for meadows and mountains, exactly how I liked it. It was a stark contrast to the insanity that was Heathrow airport that I had flown into a week ago. I wanted a night to just stargaze and snuggle with my man. I wanted to be so close to him and show him that no matter what he was the one who had my heart. I think he knew but maybe I was trying to convince myself that this was the right thing to do. The consistent excitement was egging me on. I couldn’t wait for tomorrow night.
I spent the morning of D-Day sleeping, prepping and most importantly hydrating. I was buzzing and my man was having a most entertaining time watching me. I felt like I couldn’t make a decisions and often just plopped myself down in his lap to calm down. He always did that for me. Make me feel safe, cherished and calm. I knew I was safe and when he pulled me back just to look into my eyes for the longest time, I knew that whatever happened tonight, we’d be okay at the end of it. Sometimes we didn’t need words. Our souls just knew what we needed.
We were outside at the firepit with the sun just beginning to set when we heard our visitors car pull up. I was wrapped up in a blanket in my mans arms and he pulled me tighter for a moment before dipping me back, looking into my eyes before devouring my lips. I might have heard a door shut and footsteps on the gravel drive but I was light headed from the kiss. The footsteps stopped a ways away from us and finally my man let me breathe for a moment before lifting me and standing up like I was weightless. He held me for a moment eyeing up our guest, almost as if he was giving a silent man statement that I was his and that he was in charge. Honestly, it turned me on. My man was large, broad and towered over me. He had to bend his knees to place me on the grass. I felt very protected and very feminine as I looked over into the eyes of our guest.
I knew him, we had talked for quite a while now. I smiled and looked him up and down before walking over to him. “Hi,” I breathed. Not wasting any time, I walked up and ran my hands up his chest and hooked my hands behind his neck. “I am so glad that you came. It is nice to finally meet you in person!” I gave him a squeeze and pressed my breasts into his chest, momentarily catching him off guard. I didn’t let go until I felt his hands on my hips. Moving up and down, savouring my curves. “You are even prettier in person,” he whispers into my hair, “I can’t wait to taste you.” I shivered and pulled away slightly looking up at him, smiling, before I took his hand and brought him over to the couch by the fire.
My man stood and shook hands with our guest. It was firm with eye contact. Again that unspoken man language of who’s in charge here. But my man is a gentleman, not a neanderthal and he smiled at our guest. “Welcome, thanks for joining us! She has wanted this for a long long time, thanks for making her dreams come true. I couldn’t give it to her all on my own and I know you two have a special bond. I am glad it’s you here with us tonight. Don’t worry your secret is safe with us.” He winked at our guest, fully aware that he was married and in a sexless marriage at that. I kept no secrets from my man.
With the formalities out of the way, I felt like I could breathe and begin to enjoy myself because that was the point of this whole evening. It was orchestrated for my pleasure. My deepest fantasy. Two men for me! I was wet and squirming already. My thighs pressed tightly together, the anticipation was unlike any other I had felt before. I wasn’t sure how to make the first move, how to get things moving. My man poured our guest a glass of wine while I reached for mine. A bit of liquid courage was necessary for the filth that was running through my mind. A hand reached out and touched my thigh, rested on my knee while I reached over to put my glass down. I knew he wanted to feel the silky stockings I was wearing just for him. “Pleasure my girl before you get to feel the extasy her mouth will bring to you.”
“Don’t mind if I do,” our guest replies as if that was all the invitation that he needed to begin. His hand travelled further up my thigh, underneath the hem of my dress to feel the place where lace met my soft skin. He leans into me and asks “Gorgeous can I take you inside and taste that delicious pussy of yours or do you want to look up at the stars while I make you see stars?” I place my hands on his cheeks and look into his eyes giving him my sincerity, “here, now, please I want you.” My man came and sat down beside me and pulled my back onto his lap. I looked up into his eyes while I felt hands sliding up my calves onto my thighs. My skirt was slid up and my legs were spread wide. One hooked onto the back of the bench and the other held by a strong hand. Fingers explored my thighs tantalisingly slowly. I wasn’t wearing any panties so I had no where to hide the slickness seeping out of my pussy. Hands were on my breasts squeezing slightly and I was starting to pant as a fingertip slowly ran up and down up the silky smooth outer lips of my pussy. “Oh yes” I moaned into my mans mouth that was down covering mine with hot french kisses. A finger was circling the exterior of the entrance of my pussy and I was practically begging to be filled. Moving my hips around trying to find something to fill me, I was suddenly held down and let out a sobbing moan. Foreplay with four man hands on you was next level desire. If I hadn’t a tongue in my mouth I would have been embarrassing myself with how much I would have been begging. I couldn’t move my hips, I couldn’t beg, I couldn’t wait to be filled I was dying with need. A finger slowly dipped into me and was pulled out and offered to my lips. “Taste how wet your greedy pussy is,” my man told me. I hungrily licked his finger clean, sucking on it down to the knuckle and taking in and out of my mouth. “Let me taste you too,” my man said as he removed his fingers from my mouth and licked my tongue. Meanwhile my thighs were being licked and I was trying desperately to move my hips to get that tongue inside of me. Still being held down and held open I was in a state where I was the most aroused I had ever been in my life. That tongue was licking up and down the inside and outside of my pussy lips. Every time my lips were freed up for a breath I gulp up oxygen and moaned out carbon dioxide. I was shameless in my desire and begged. I wanted to be naked, I wanted to be taken, I wanted to cum over and over again. And I wanted to be covered in cum, filled the fuck up with cum. Goddamn how can there be so many sensations all at once. Finally, my clit was flicked oh so gently with a tongue and I nearly leapt off the bench. My man held me down and stared into my eyes, devouring my moans and pleads with his kisses. His fingers stroking my nipples through the fabric of my lace bra, gently pinching them, rubbing his fingernails over the sensitive flesh. The top of dress was pushed down at some point it seemed. That tongue circled the opening to my pussy over and over again while I nearly cried with anticipation. And then he ate my clit, gobbled it like cookie monster and I came so undone. A hand muffled my screams and I bit into the fleshy palm. Oh fuck I needed more.
I was being picked up and moved. Maybe I was floating up to the stars? I didn’t care, I just did not want this to end. On all fours now, fingers were in me, one slowly and gently exploring, another joining in the enjoyment of the soaking wet pussy. My thighs glistened in the moonlight as my g-spot was found and pussy juice milked out of me as I squirted repeatedly. “Good girl, give me some more,” I heard as hand slapped the flesh of ass and a tongue licked up the seam of my ass. Another finger pressed into me and the pressure set me off into a fresh spasm of another orgasm. I must have been being too noisy as my mans cock was brought to my lips. I opened willingly and swirled my tongue around the tip of his head. When I Felt a tongue lapping at my ass hole I opened my mouth to moan and got a mouth full of cock instead. “Oh yes keep doing that to her,” my man urged our guest. “She’s fucking moaning all over my cock.” He grabs a fist full of my hair and asks me “Do you like that baby? Your ass being taken care of, your pussy full of fingers and my cock down your throat?” I moaned and took him deeper, as my pussy spasmed again and crushed the fingers inside of it. A thumb slipped into my ass and I moaned harder on the cock in my mouth causing my man grip my hair harder and empty his delicious thick cum into my mouth. He sat sprawled out on bench with me draped all over him breathing heavily. “Our guest must be completely blue balled by now. Let’s take him inside and get him taken care of. Do you think that pretty little mouth of yours can take another load of cum?” my man asks me as he holds my chin and looks into my eyes. “Yes of course. This bench is uncomfortable. Can you please fuck me too?” I ask. “As if you even need to ask,” my man replies.
Stay tuned for part 2
*kisses*
Love Miss Divintiy
Some Evening Thoughts – 6
There are times during my cycle when I just feel like a caged animal.
I need like a few hours to just play instead of a few quick moments during the day to quickly get myself off.
Getting up to clean up my toys while my legs are unsteady and shaking still is okay but damn I need a three hour long fuck session with myself.
Where I could spread out all my toys and pick and choose which ones I want to play with just on a whim.
Where I could drink some wine, put some music on and dance in my lingerie.
Really test out how far I can take my passion and see how many back to back orgasms I could give myself.
I am tired of quickly grabbing an orgasm here and there.
I want to really let go and lose my mind.
I was discussing with a friend today about aging and how it was portrayed to us in the 80s and 90s.
How I would have been considered an old woman in my mid 30s, well past my prime.
How farther from the truth could that be!
Every year I feel stronger, healthier and more vibrant.
Every year my sex drive kicks up another notch.
And as I am approaching my next birthday I have been reflecting a lot within myself on how much we seriously have been lied to.
In 10 years my little one will be old enough to be left alone and I will still be young in my 40s.
I am seriously looking forward to it.
Maybe I will go on a swingers cruise to celebrate.
Be the "other woman" in a couples relationship - although I seem to naturally gravitate towards becoming that.
Interesting how it doesn't even bother me.
Which makes me question my morals.
But I've never been the type of woman to get fussed about marriage to begin with - especially considering I have been engaged twice and married zero times. Both instances were me not committing.
Either I am not a settling down type of woman OR I enjoy having the attention of more than one man OR I just haven't had a man who could capture my full attention and hold it long enough for me to realise I am committed.
I am not really sure.
I do know that the universe likes to play games with me when it comes to men.
"Oh hey you want this man? He is on the other side of the globe - you're welcome!"
For fucks sakes universe - I hate flying and live on a giant island!
"You got there somehow..." - it mocks back at me.
I roll my eyes indignantly at it and flip it the bird.
Why must my romantic interest be so far away?
What is relationship?
I wonder if as we evolve as a society, if we will evolve our definition of "relationship".
As time marches on, or more to the point, the sun makes laps around the Earth, would we evolve and realise that the way we make out what a relationship is, is so outdated.
I am finding more and more that with this venus retrograde and all the planets right now doing their thing that, indeed things are coming to light as the astrologers projected they would.
I see it with friends and their realtionships, I see it as well with the relationship I have with myself.
As I struggle to keep my ethics, or the rules I have created for myself to live by, in check.
Honestly, I am not sure how much longer I can keep inside the box I have built for myself.
Is being monogenous enough?
Are we built for more as a human species?
Where is the line in the sand drawn?
And is it different for everyone?
Are those Instagram couples really happy together?
I wonder about these things.
I wonder if having just one man in a womans life practical?
I mean is it even reasonable to assume he is capable of forfilling all our needs?
Should we even expect it?
How much should we fill our own needs and how much is it even practical to ask of another to for fill us?
Relationship with another is a delicate balance of finding out where you stand with the other, and keeping them happy.
Or is it?
Should we just focus on those we completely mesh with until we just don't mesh anymore?
And what triggers this meshing to come undone?
At what point do hurt feelings happen and the unravelling of this relationship begin to happen?
It is really a dynamic, moving, living being. This exchange of energy, this dance we do through life with others.
Some friends I have had a few months ago, no longer meet up with me when I ask. Something always comes up.
When should we stop trying and realise that indeed its the universe moving them away from us. Our vibrations are just not meshing any longer. Can we accept that fait and move on?
How solid is the relationship with ourselves that we can stand strong with the decision to move forward and not bother continuing to try?
These ethics we place upon ourselves, especially me - where I am always trying to damn hard to behave - at what point did this begin and when will it end? Will the surrender into a "bad girl" era really bring me the peace I crave? Will it really scratch this itch that is driving me fucking insane?
Is it really ethically so wrong to want to suck the cock of my husbands friend for no reason other then she doesn't do it and he hasnt had a blow job in 10 years? Like what the fuck is wrong with me? Or is just the chase that I am after? I don't even know anymore.
Can I taste you Daddy?
Foreword:
It has come to my attention that far too may women are not versed in how to properly give a man and his cock attention. Let me enlighten you ladies ....
Now before we start, if you gag and that is what is stopping you from giving jaw dropping head, try this trick. Take your thumb and index finger and squeeze firmly on the bridge of your nose, right between your eyes, for ten seconds. Or... you can just learn to control that reflex with your mind. Practice on popsicles then send him a video of you sucking and licking and twisting your tongue around that delicious treat. You want a man in total anticipation of you so that they know you have moves. So that they know that they will get something out of you. No man wants a prude so get yourself a few boxes of icy poles and bob that thang in and out of your mouth like it's Halloween. Trick or treat anyone?
Sucking cock well is incredibly arousing and extremely powerful. You literally have him by the balls ... don't take that power exchange lightly. Remember that you can be a gangster too...

Dressed in black lace standing in front of you
I drop to my knees
Your cock is a delicious piece of meat
my favourite meal
I get down to its level
and look up at you from below
my big eyes looking up at you innocently
until I lick the gloss off my wet red lips
I ask you "Would you like me to suck your cock daddy? ... Please sir can I taste you?"
I lick the tip of you, tasting a drip of precum
I smile up at you and say
"You taste so good daddy. I'm ravenous for more"
I pause and watch your face, the muscle in your jaw twitches as you grind your teeth in anticipation.
I get to work licking around your tip gently with my tongue
I need to work you up
Get you riled up
Get you needy for me
I lick you from the tip of your cock down to the base and back up again
licking the slit of your head
finding the place where you moan the most
licking there again
and again
relishing in the sounds you make
before I lick down your length and my tongue circles your girth at the base
my hand comes up and gently cups your balls
I hold them firmly in my hand and I squeeze them softly
while my tongue is tangling around the sides of you in the middle
feeling up your veins
my pussy is clutching for you as I kneel here before you
Looking up I make eye contact
as I slowly put my mouth around the tip
my lips holding you as I move you further into me
my lipstick smearing down your length
my tongue rolling around the circumference of your dick
my fingers stroke up and down your thighs
as I work your cock into my mouth
feeling up the front and back of your strong leg muscles
gently tracing the pads of my fingers and alternating with gentle pressure from my nails
"Daddy your cock is mine now"
I grip my nails into the tops of your thigh
I suck the length of you into my mouth
I swallow you
Roll the back of my tongue along the head of your cock
as it is buried in my throat
wrap your hands up in my hair
both of them
grip me hard while I work the length of you in and out of my mouth slowly
so slowly
not missing an inch of your cock
swirling my tongue around the tip again
needing to hear you
your grunts and moans of appreciation
I want you like this
on the verge of losing control
I let you pump your cock into me a few times
hard fast on the brink
then I pull out and stop for a moment
I look up at you with my makeup starting to become a mess
my black mascara smudged around my eyes
I look up at you as I tell you
"this is my cock"
I grip the base of you "no one else touches it"
squeezing tighter while my tongue swirls the tip
"I am going to mark you as mine"
My tongue trails down your length and over just below your belly button
to the right hand side
I begin to suck and lick and kiss your flesh
Branding you as my own
leaving marks as I move my kisses around
to the left and lower my tongue trails down to your thighs
leaving hickies as I go
sucking harder really making it burn
I grip your balls again in one hand
massaging them
rolling them around in my fingers
I taste your blood in my mouth through your skin
"You're mine now daddy"
moving to your other thigh to brand you as mine
"these markings will never fade"
I bite into you
"Your my daddy"
I bite again
still holding your balls in my hand
I drop down lower and lick them
taking them into my mouth
I suck them
rolling my tongue along each one
cherishing them tenderly
my fingers on one hand are wrapped around the base of your cock
holding you firmly
I am not letting go of you
this delicious man meat that gives me so much pleasure
I need to take you to the heights you take me
I need to relish in pleasuring you
You make me so hot and needy for you
"and now I am going to suck the cum out of you"
one last bite I take before rising and taking your hand
I motion to you with my one finger to follow me
swaying my hips I move sassily over to the bed
I lay down hanging my head over the edge
reaching my arms out to you to come to me
your cock is hard and bouncing trying to reach me
im dripping wet looking at it
"fuck my mouth daddy"
I open my mouth and gently take you in
sucking on the tip of you
prolonging your pleasure
taking that ache away with a deeper pressure
the need to dominate
to take what you want
my tongue tastes the length of you when you first push into my mouth
your cock is delicious with your precum dripping out of it
I lick it up eagerly
"Daddy you taste amazing"
swirling my tongue around you as I pop your cock out of my mouth
"I am so wet for you Daddy. Feel me. Put a finger in me and feel how wet your dirty little whore is for you."
I lick the tip of your again
moaning onto your cock as you finger me
I take you deeper into my throat
I don't gag as you push deep into me
my arms are wrapped around your legs
holding you close to me
your head is thrown back while you push your cock
in and out of my throat
breathing through my nose in between thrusts
It's like I am a pro
the blood rushes to my head as it hangs here
it's like a high on its own
your hands reach to my breasts
gripping them hard
I gasp and moan onto your cock
you squeeze again
loving the feeling of my throat when it makes noise
my nails are gripping into your ass
your hands come up and tangle into my long curls again
holding my head
supporting my neck
you pull your cock out of my mouth
as you reach down with your lips and devour mine
you kiss me like a starved wolf devours its prey
"your such a good little slut"
you whisper into my ear
"Yes daddy" I respond obediently
making your balls tingle
I reach around to grip your balls again
holding them
my tongue reaching out to lick them
down and around behind them
I apply pressure to that sweet spot
it makes you growl
my hand working up and down your cock
I suck your balls again
before you sigh in pleasure
as your cock disappears back into me
I slurp at your cock
my cheeks hollowed
my hair is soft like silk in your hands
my lips are sealed around your girth
your half-lidded eyes
adorn my body with pleasure
my wet love juices are seeping out of me
you know it turns me on to please you
to see your cock gleaming with my salvia
my face tensing up as I take you deep
down to the root
you can see the outline of your cock in my throat
take your hand
rub your cock through my throat
grunt and moan for me daddy
through your lust-parted lips
grip my hair harder in your hands
while you pump your cock harder into my mouth
empty yourself into my throat
drown me in your cum
let me swallow your essence
then pull out
cup my chin
and kiss me into oblivion ...