Silver

Crisp air purses my lips
The thrust of spring is upon me
Searching the sky
Starlit
Twinkles back at me
Winking at my silence
The darkness reaching down
To twist a knot harder into this feeling
Something is nagging inside me
Deep down, the longing is back again
The deepness of my needs
Consuming me once again.

Needing something, searching again
What is going on ...
Will this never end?
Tired of searching,
Of trying,
Of empty messages that go unread.
I stop and wait for what, I do not know.

It's just there again.
That deep seeded longing,
The needing never ends.
Unforfilled lust filled dreams
Erupt into my consciousness once again.
The years go by and where will I end up?
Staring up at the silver stars, searching, waiting, longing for relief from this.

Strawberry Moon

Dark sky lit
A lunar sun
My heart rises in my chest
Really trying my best to
Suppress this energy

Dancing in the rain
Kissing the trees
Wishing it was your lips
Bringing out the witchy woman
Entranced by your spell
Wishing for one more chance
To show you
I could be the one

Sitting in wait
Not going to chase
Channeling this energy
Into something I will not waste
Willing myself not to break

You know I was fine
Until I got a taste
Of you
Now I am activated
Next level motivated
You thought I was good before
Now I am even better

Queendom being built
Rising up to another level
Without you
I built taller towers
Thicker walls

One day
Fate may bring you back
If my point of attraction is right
But right now
I am focusing on me

You will always be there
To make me weak in the knees
Make my heart flutter
Take my breath away
Your power over me is frightening

For now I will just dance
Under the strawberry moon
Alone in the dark

Let the universe do its thing
Maybe one day it will bring us back
To where we were

Hiding in the dark
Lusting an unbearable amount
With shivers running up and down my spine
Wishing you would kiss me one first and last time

Running forever through this meadow
Strolling through the hills
Seems the fairies in the trees
Are my only friends

Somewhere not too far
You are drifting around
In a life not designed for you
Willing you strength to see
Your own worth

I guess it will always
Be my bane
To feel so deeply
To fall so far down
Into you

But it seems you are just
Another soul just drifting through
My life experience
Where I am just the silly girl
Who fell in love with you
Broke all my rules
Fell in too deep
Now I get to flounder around
With forever, on my own

But it is all just a game right?

And somehow we are supposed
To be okay with that
Just accept that these are just
Lessons in this crazy game of life

I am not sure if I am
But I will just drift
Around some more
And maybe I will find
Somewhere to make a home

Just another full moon
Bringing out the reminders
That I am once again,
Alone.

Shewolf

I tried to pull away today
Bring my energy back in
Get away from you
Fuck I'm back again for more
I love the taste
My favourite drug
Just kiss me more
Licking up and down my tongue
Put your fingertips
All up on me and my hips
My one goal is always
To look good for you
Let's go vibe
Under the dark sky
Me and you
The full moon is rising
My femininity is blooming
You know on these days
I start to crave you
Needing to sink my nails
Deep into your flesh
Shivers right now
Up and down my spine
Deliver the goods
Baby I want you
Craving
This shewolf needs to come play
Make me howl
Purrrr
Drink in this kitty
Sexy as fuck
Be careful
You don't get bit
And have me flowing
through your veins
You will never get away
From me