Softness

Tender
Feminine
Softness
Love
Gentle
Patience
Tender

You bring out a side of me I have had to hide for so long. 

Fear
Hiding
Anger
Scared
Tomboy
Striving 
Suffer 
Struggles
Fear

It's all gone.  You make it disappear.   

Do you even know that?  
Do you even care?
Do you know I write just for you?
Do you even know that?
Do you think of me?
Do you miss me? 

You inspire me to strive for more ...
To be better
To do better
To get better
To make it better

Because I have this vague dream that if i ...
Try hard enough
Get good enough
Make enough 
Accomplish enough

I will get you ...
The only prize I want
The only award I want
The only thing I want
The only thing I want

Somewhere in the haze of the ...
Cash 
Sales
Products
Emails
Late nights
Sore muscles
Tears

There's this wistful part of me that will truly achieve what she needs to achieve ...
A piece of your heart.

So I write and I create and I dream and I strive ...
In hopes that maybe I will be good enough to call you mine. 

This is my Softness 
I am no longer afraid to show
To say
To be
My Softness 
It's my power 

Not afraid to be soft.
Not afraid to feel.
Not afraid to write these words ...
To tell you how I feel.